kalau ada cincin silver cun , mesti lagi cun,

Eh mcm mane ko bleh duduk dalam eh?

Korang ni takde system merit kan?

Ape jawatan yg ko pernah ade dulu?

Ape aktiviti yg ko buat waktu kt UNPAD dulu?

Waktu kt UNPAD dulu ade buat aktiviti ni tak?

Bdak ni dpt jawatan tu mesti sbb die TWP.

Bla..bla..bla……

Pernah berbual dgn seorang student UKM waktu awal2 masuk dulu.

S :ak waktu preklinikal byk kene resit paper (nada kecewa)

I :Pasal ape? (nada takde perasaan)

S :Ak sibuk ngan aktiviti2 persatuan/kolej..nk kumpul merit supaye dpt duduk dalam (nada bangge)

I : …. (speechless dan cube cari jalan tukar tajuk)

I want you to know and realize that they had struggled and competed among themselves, busy collecting merits just to stay in KTDI. Not just simply saying “I wanna stay in”- like I did.

I am now regretting my years in UNPAD for not actively involved in the society. Not because I don’t have the answers for all of the above questions, but for not gaining as much priceless experiences that I should have.

Those who are still in UNPAD, please do as much as you can. Don’t you ever miss the chance or else you’ll regret-just like me.

Those who are lucky enough to stay here in KTDI, please show to them that you are capable of doing things and actively involved in many activities that is held by the college/faculty. Grab as many opportunity as you can.

If you do not know how to do things, learn. I’ve grown up much from a person who does not know at all in doing things, into a person who can do and contribute for something now. Admire a leader and learn to become like one. I am definitely not a good example, but this proves we all can evolve, if we want. Those who are already master in doing things, just keep up the good work.

To me, the most important thing is that you do things because you are willing to do it, not for the sake of merits or to be acknowledged by others.

But don’t get too busy with the activities until you lost your tract to study medicine. Stay focus in your study. Set up your mind “My aim is to pass every clinical year”. My supervisor was a neuro surgeon, Mr T. He advised the students; “Study to pass the exam, don’t study to treat the patients”. Well it might sounds irrational at first. But what is the point if you study to treat the patients but you cannot pass the exam and cannot become a doctor? Does it make sense now? You can agree or disagree with the advice, for sure.

Those who have troublesome in study, don’t give up. You have been chosen by Allah s.w.t to be here in this profession. Do you believe that? The journey to become a doctor is not easy, along the way we all might have difficulties. But never let that difficulties stop your journey. Take all of the difficulties and transform them into challenges. And take that challenges as motivations to make you a stronger and a better person. Do you believe that positive mind set will deliver positive attitude? So learn, learn and learn. Have faith in Him.

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I can guarantee you, if you are asked to perform any physical examinations, you will not be able to do it. In UNPAD, the way we learn to perform physical examination is organ-based. Here in UKM, they learn by system-based. What I really mean is that they have astandardized-organized-step on how to perform a specific physical examination. I suggest you guys to buy a small book at Kak Ros which is called “Aids To Clinical Examination by UNIMAS” that cost you RM1.00. This is a simplified step on how to do physical examination. The details of it you’ll need to read Tally.

You’ll have trouble to use certain terminologies that are not used in UKM. For example, Shuffner, USG, Leopord Manuever, etc…and certain steps in physical examination that is not being practiced in UKM, eg; in UKM, you do not need to put another hand below the abdomen to palpate the liver, and there is no such thing percussion of the heart. Etc etc…

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You cannot get away from people talking and labeling you. It might seem like they are discriminating you as TWPs.

You might feel inferior to them. You might feel that you do not deserve to be their friends. I sometimes think they are saying “I’m a 4.00 flat student, and you?” ---

I was once, scolded a UKM student in front of my group members because he discriminating the UKM and the non-UKM students in front of our supervisor. The room went silent for 45 minutes and nobody dares to talk to me. Well, you might come to one point until you cannot handle your anger anymore and accidentally let it burst out loud in the public. (Probably because I’m a hot tempered person) *sigh*

I hope that this does not happen to you.

I sometimes speculated that certain lecturers are under estimating the TWPs. The lecturersmight have doubt about your English/your knowledge/your capabilty just because you studied in Indonesia. I want you to prove that you are not what they think!

Prof Z once said; “when you are in the clinical years, everybody starts at the ‘square one’”. We’ll start all over again no matter how excellent you are previously because you are entering entirely a new different world.

We are all the same! Never let others turn you down!

We are all brilliant students. So let’s do brilliant things.

Good luck to all of us!

TWPs is a minor community that will dominate the world!

Best wishes,

, TWP06

p/s: these are just my personal opinion and experience. Other seniors might have different point of view.

Im very dissapointed after what we have done and try to make the faculty to unite. this is so unprofesional. i still remember how we made preparation on welcoming them, even i was very happy to get a new collegue with experience in other people country, but it returned with disapointment.

Melayu melayu melayu.

Moga kita dapat pengajaran dari segalanya.

والعصر

Hi.. Short post hehe a lot to tell actually but i need a good timeto make a new post.
These r actually my collection of watches.. Some are given by frens some from my parents and some i got it from the market.

From the top is Fossil which is given from one of my precious fren.. But the relationshp didnt last long however the watch did remind me of how kind and supportive she was when we were fren. Thank you. It has a japan movement and leather strip.
The second one is a Guest Collection watch. It is a gift during my 21st birthday from ibu. With chrono and swiss movement. it also has a bracelet strip.

The third one is quite special to me as it is a very old watch. I just bought it from a guy selling antique things. Peboda in russion means victory. It also a russion movement which happens around 1950s. Peboda usually worn by russion army. Hopefully didnt get nitemare of them.it has a manual engine which have to wind it to keep it moving.just like old days.

The fourth one is a Patek Phillipe replica. It has an automatic movement from japan. I got it from lelong.com for less then Rm100. and it still functioning well. Hopefully to an original one before i get to be specialist :)
The second last is a BUM watch given from a special fren. It has arabic dial, day and date. It uses battery to operate. I havent chge d battery yet. Its also has a chinese day. Hopefully i can get to speak n write in chinese in future haha
The last one is a swatch irony. Its actually to replace my fav swatch that was missing. However lately it doesnt seems to keep on time. I dont know why. Maybe the battery need to be replced.

Im looking forward for more watches fr my collection. Any watch will do. As a gift will b better hahahaha.
Err my next watch will be tissot touch. Fall in love with it since form 5. But dont have enough money to buy. Doa cepat2 la bley dpt kan tissot touch ameeen. Cepat la houseman haha

Negeri Kedah pada awal abad 20 mula terkenal sebagai tempat perkembangan Agama Islam yang subur selepas pudarnya pengaruh Hindu-Buddha. Hal ini amat ketara sekali terutama pada masa pemerintahan Sultan Ab. Hamid Halim Syah di mana munculnya beberapa orang tokoh ulama seperti Hj. Wan Sulaiman yang telah mendirikan Madrasah Hamidiah pada tahun 1920.

Madrasah yang dinamakan mengambil sempena nama Sultan Abd. Hamid Halim Syah itu telah berkembang pesat sebagai pusat pembelajaran Agama Islam dan Bahasa Arab di kawasan Utara Semenanjung dan telah berjaya melahirkan ramai guru agama yang amat diperlukan pada waktu itu.

Perkembangan pesat ini memerlukan sebuah sekolah lain bagi menampung pertambahan bilangan pelajar di samping memberi pelajaran di peringkat yang lebih tinggi lagi daripada setakat darjah lima yang diajar di Madrasah Hamidiah. Di atas daya usaha YM Tengku Mahmud Ibni Almarhum Sultan Ahmad Tajuddin yang menjadi Pemangku Raja pada masa itu, sebuah sekolah baru yang lebih sempurna dan lengkap telah didirikan pada tahun 1936.

Sekolah yang terletak di Simpang Kuala, Alor Setar ini kemudiannya dikenali sebagai Al-Maahadil Mahmud atau Maktab Mahmud mengambil sempena nama Pemangku Raja YM Tengku Mahmud.

Maktab ini ditadbirkan oleh satu Jawatankuasa Penasihat yang dilantik dengan perkenan Sultan Kedah. Menteri Besar biasanya menjadi Pengerusi Jawatankuasa Penasihat itu dan Guru Besar Maktab sebagai Setiausaha. Jawatankuasa dilantik daripada golongan ulama dan Sheikul Islam dan kuasa pentadbirannya terletak di bawah kuasa pejabat Hal Ehwal Agama Islam Kedah.

Maktab Mahmud sebagai sebuah sekolah Agama yang ulung itu sudah pasti memerlukan sumber kewangan yang kukuh bagi mengurusnya. Pada peringkat awal penubuhannya, maktab ini dibiayai oleh Jabatan Zakat Negeri Kedah. Selain zakat, maktab juga mempunyai tanahnya sendiri yang didermakan kepadanya oleh beberapa orang dermawan tempatan yang berjumlah kira-kira 83 ekar tanah yang diwakafkan pada maktab. Melalui sumber-sumber inilah juga pihak maktab dapat menambahkan sumber kewangannya bagi membiayai pelajar-pelajar yang dihantar melanjutkan pelajaran ke Timur Tengah.

Kemasukan ke maktab ini juga agak berlainan dengan sekolah-sekolah lain. Pelajar-pelajar yang ingin memasuki Maktab Mahmud perlu mengisi satu borang khas yang dikeluarkan oleh pihak Maktab. Syarat utama untuk memohon memasuki maktab ini, pelajar-pelajar mestilah tidak kurang daripada 13½ tahun umurnya dan mestilah lulus darjah 5 atau 6 Sekolah Kebangsaan atau Jenis Kebangsaan dan boleh membaca Al-Quran. Walaupun mencukupi syarat-syarat tersebut calon-calon yang memohon memasuki maktab ini juga akan ditemuduga oleh Jawatankuasa Pemilihan bagi menentukan seseorang calon itu berjaya atau gagal untuk memasuki maktab ini.

Maktab ini juga agak berlainan dengan sekolah-sekolah lain dalam beberapa hal. Waktu belajarnya dari jam 8.00 pagi hingga 12.45 tengahari. Pelajar-pelajar belajar dalam 6 hari seminggu dengan hari Jumaat sahaja mereka cuti. Pada peringkat awal maktab ini, pelajar diajar dalam Bahasa Pengantar Arab sahaja dan mata pelajarannya juga tentang Agama Islam dan Bahasa Arab. Hal ini bersesuaian dengan matlamat maktab ini yang mahu menyumbangkan ilmu pengetahuan Islam pada peringkat yang lebih tinggi lagi.

Walau bagaimana pun sejak tahun 1962 maktab telah berubah berikutan perubahan dasar pelajaran negeri dan maktab mula memperkenalkan mata pelajaran akademik yang diajar menerusi Pengantar Bahasa Melayu yang membolehkan pelajar-pelajar menduduki Sijil Rendah Pelajaran (SRP), sekarang Penilaian Menengah Rendah (PMR) dan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM). Ini memberi peluang pada pelajar-pelajar lepasan Maktab Mahmud untuk berkhidmat dalam pentadbiran awam.

Selain itu, Maktab Mahmud juga dari semenjak ianya dibuka sehingga tahun 1967 telah mewajibkan semua pelajar tahun akhir menduduki satu peperiksaan khas yang dikenali sebagai Sijil Maktab Mahmud. Sijil ini diakui oleh Kerajaan Negeri Kedah, Universiti Azhar, Mesir dan beberapa buah Universiti lagi di Timur Tengah. Satu keistimewaan bagi mereka yang memiliki Sijil Maktab Mahmud ini ialah mereka dibenarkan masuk terus ke Universiti di Timur Tengah tanpa menduduki kelas persediaan terutama pada mereka yang mengambil bidang Perundangan Islam, Bahasa Arab dan Kesusasteraan Arab. Ini membuktikan bahawa tahap Pengajian Islam dan Bahasa Arab lepasan Maktab Mahmud begitu baik dan diakui di peringkat antarabangsa.

Sejak ditubuhkan Maktab Mahmud telah banyak berubah sesuai dengan perkembangan dasar pelajaran di mana pelajar-pelajarnya belajar 2 bidang iaitu bidang agama dalam Pengantar Arab dan bidang akademik dalam Pengantar Melayu. Ini membolehkan pelajar-pelajar itu menduduki Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) dan Sijil Tinggi Persekolahan Malaysia (STPM) di samping sijil-sijil dalam bidang agama.

Daripada suatu segi ini amat menguntungkan kerana pelajar-pelajar boleh menguasai dua bidang sekaligus, agama dan akademik. Tetapi pelajar-pelajar juga terpaksa menumpukan sepenuh perhatian dan beban kerja yang lebih daripada sekolah biasa.

Walau bagaimana pun, memang tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa Maktab Mahmud telah berjaya melahirkan ramai tokoh yang berjiwa Islam terutama guru-guru agama dan pegawai-pegawai yang berkhidmat di Majlis Agama Islam serta badan-badan lain. Di antara mereka yang terkenal yang pernah mendapat didikan di Maktab Mahmud ini ialah Dr. Abd. Halim Ismail, Allahyarham Sheikh Mohsein Hj. Salleh dan Ustaz Mohd. Fadhil Noor iaitu pelajar pertama maktab ini yang mendapat pangkat pertama Sijil Kismul Ali dan lain-lain. Dan kini Maktab Mahmud masih teguh berdiri sebagai rumah ilmu yang telah banyak jasanya itu.

ARKIB NEGARA MALAYSIA

Ayat 111the one,
a dua i told u before..

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Assalam..

Alhamdulillah da selamat sume exam.. Dalam beberapa hari exam ni beberapa insiden da jadik.. Yang agak lyn laa hehe

Exam kali ni aku takde komen.. Serius ak berharap agar kali ni xde bende yang tak elok jadi..harap lulus semua.. Ya Allah tolonglah..

Dalam kesibukan peperiksaan dapat pulak tahu yg teman ku kena dengue.. Risau nya aku bukan kepalang..

Bila disebut akan perihal manusia.. Rasa kasih itu xdpt dipisahkan.. Biar pon seorang doktor yg perlu menjaga sifat2 brofesional dgn patient nya..

Btol kata prof maniam " avoid treating ur family members or even good friends as u will be bias, will overtreated or undertreated them" like seriusly true!

Btw alhamdulillah everything went well lepas dia dpt kuar dr hosp.. I got nobody to talk to.. As i always be.. Keeping to myself.. Yes2 im learning to express more.. Hopefully blogin cud help me.

As exam finish ive to settle up few things on the theatre. Ive been selectd to be the director of one of this heater.. Preparing for a match at the end of february.. Its a match between all colleges in ukm.. Yeah ive been making myself busy with all the training stuff though i dont really knw how to conduct a theatre production.. I guess this is a good experience and opportunity to learn..

Then there was a weding of ibrahims sis.. At dewan perdana felda.. It was awesome as all the vips were there.. The bride was beutifull. The hall was big enough to accomodate about 900 people.. Fewhh.. And it was an awesome wedding.. With kopratasa performing ang singing few songs of my fav.. Really nice..wishing my wedding will be as nice as this one hihi gataii

So my parent hav been urging me asking me to be at home after exam which i cudnt.. I have to settle up things of my partner, go to wedding, theatre, lectures, hopefully they understand.. It has been a while since the last time i went back penang..

Will be back by this evening mayb after lectures.. Take care evryone..

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Im having my final exam in less then 10 days.. Hopefully dear friends can pray fr the best of me.. Ill do my best.. I want to get into final year n grads badly..

7feb
Ent - opthtal- anaes

8feb
Psikiatri

9feb
Osce ent- opthtal - anaes

11feb
Psikiatri osce

Moga semua selamat..terima kasih


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sket lagi gua ganti AG jadi guitarist hujan. haha

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Do you often get confused in your daily life? when you don’t understand (which is not the same with confuse) what you see and you try to figure it out why? 

My prof said that if you get confused in studies then it means that you are thinkng.. at certain point i agree with him.. but usually student that get so confuse, they just stop to think and go to sleep. heh

I try to figure out why on endo tracheal tube, we have to push the laryngoscope anteriorly without bending the hand(so that we didnt brake the patients teeth) to find the tube that lead to the tracheal.. simple answer right? i dont know. kidding actually i know. and after the arytenoid is found, the endo tracheal tube is directly inserted into the lumen.

i fail the first time i tried (to insert the endotracheal tube). but after i found the arytenoid, i found that it is easier then the first time i tried. the landmark is arytenoid.

I saw a dead body this evening. the body (upper part of the abdomen) has been butchered out by the doctor in Y shape. why Y shape? the Y shape started from two points at the shoulder and intercept at the xiphisternum, it then cutted down towards the umbilicus. Y because it will get easier to closed and sutured the incision back later. the head is also opened. cool rite hehe

then all the internal organ is taken out and measured. being weighed on weighing machine that we usually saw at the morning market, where people rushing to get a fresh meat or chicken for the hari raya rendang. after it has been measured, it is sliced into small portion, just like making the spagetti sauces. in about 1cm each. too small for the sauces i guest.

some of the sample is taken into the lab for investigation. as post motem is an art to get to know the causes of death of human being (partly). and yups the man died of having myocardial infarction where we can see some parts of his (sliced) heart was having this demarcated outline of dead and viable cells.

that is some part of medical student life’s. a very small portion of it. there a lot more stories, experiences, that will keep us to love, and appreciate life’s more.

and to be the one that appreciate the creation of God the most. Subhanallah.

Alhamdulillah it really made me thinking, a lot. a lot.

I saw a dead body this evening. lying naked on the steel bed. without having any blankets. its just a blue plastics covering the genitals part. an Indian. the peripherals were pale. it has been sutured back. the organ is being inserted back into the abdomen.

and being left out on the steel bed. i looked at him(it?). and think.

Allah Ι berfirman:

Dan bagi tiap-tiap umat ada ajal (yang telah ditetapkan); maka apabila datang ajalnya, tidak dapat mereka dikemudiankan walau sesaatpun, dan tidak dapat pula mereka didahulukan. (al-A’raf : 34)

Kamilah yang menentukan (dan menetapkan masa) kematian (tiap-tiap seorang) di antara kamu, dan Kami tidak sekali-kali dapat dikalahkan atau dilemahkan; (Surah al-Waqi’ah : Ayat 60)

it is amazing, as we can still living. walking, moving our limbs, kissing, touching. sensing things around us. and in just a blink, when we dead, we cant move. stop. like a THING. an OBJECT. non living object.

understand what m i trying to say? its hard to explain. it is beyond of our imagination.

people that talk, walk, fuck, yelling at people, cutting papers, suddenly stop. just stop. fucking STOP man.

and these are things that cant be understand by medicine, or sciences (fully).

the things that is called body and soul. where we can only search the answers only through the religion.

where we learn about God.

where we learn that He knows everything.

He created everything.

and He control everything.

life and death.

Subhanallah.. selamat hari raya aidil adha.

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