owh i went back to penang for 3 days last week during the deepavali public holidays, some of my mates get holidays started from wednesday until monday thefollowing week. but im in ophtal posting where we have very limited time to go to clinics and have teaching session so i still have to follow the clinics to fill up my log book untill thursday... and i dont have holidays on monday. no prob for that.so on thursday evening i went back to penang.. wah it was quite a long journey. ayah cudnt fetch me at the airport... so i have to take bus to go to the jetty, thanks to Rapid penang, from there i took a ferry to get to the butterworth (the mainland) so ayah waited me there and we went home together.

i walked around the school compound, a lot of changes has been made, i went back to my old classroom.. where i still remember, i have to stand up on the chair because i havent finish my english assignment.. love mrs Tan so much :(
At the new built open hall.. dulu it was just a tarred area where we will have our perhimpunan, and every weeks i will be rotating to do the announcement and asked student to make lines according their classes and sing lagu negaraku, lagu pulau pinang and lagu sekolah as i was one of the pengawas that time i was holding penolong ketua murid post huhu

On the way to rumah hantu.. why i havent have this during my time? i dont know.. bringing shahnaz to rumah hantu.. hehe really nice..btw that is my class during standard 6..trust me i have been on that bumbung jalan2 on the roof climbing down from that fences.. have to walk on the nail on that roof because it is the only place that attach to metal.. if not.. kedebamm la jawabnyaa and sometimes i throw peoples pencils on the roof and take it back again.. gile buas.. tapi happy kot that time haha skarang cam kotor ada botol2 takde org buangkan..
this is at he back of the school where we learn about kemahiran hidup.. i still remember ive been punished to wear like a ninja turtle (with an apron) and cabut rumput at the square area there by Cikgu Aziz.. siot betol haha because i was chatting with my friend i think.. haha


An exhibition by the dentist.. not so many student were there, but it was a nice exhibition, should be doing some games to attract more student to go there..
so on sunday i went back by firefly from penang airport to subang airport for an hour journey, this is my first time going back by firefly.. it is a small plane with only one entrance and exit door into the airplane.. quite nice, get served with cookies and drinks too.. but a bit expensive then airasia, the ticket can be as low as airasia if early booking is made..

some of the helis and small airplane that i wish to have in futures.. insyAllah.. hopefully will come true..

okay have to prepare for tomorrow clinics.. take care everyone.. have a good day :)

salam

it has been few days of my official holidays started and i felt great. free from everything that burdening me but i know this happened just for a few days. i still have one week to fill all my holidays with true happiness before getting back to college. sigh.

last thursday, me and aisya (a 2nd year medical student) went to puchong to fetch 16 packs of 5kg beras for our OPKIM(operasi khidmat masyarakat) in pahang. ive never been to puchong before n thinking of how to get there. as usual looking confidence i am, told aisya that i know the place. haha. i just don want to make she worried as she had try her best to get the rice after i failed to follow up the guy from that beras company. actually i have another back up plan instead of asking friends how to get to puchong. the MAPS!. hehe it is very useful. just a few seconds i managed to find the way to puchong. hah what a relief.

after 1 n half hours searching the place, we managed to get the rice. on the way back i asked aisya weither she had any plan after this because if she did, ill just send her where she want to go and bring back the rice. she said she'll be going to times square fr a movie with chupa. what movie? James Bond : Quantum of Solace. waaaa... i didnt aware that the movie which i really wanted to watch is out today..guess it was my luck, shamelessly i asked her weither i cud join them or not. she said no problem and asked chupa to get another ticket fr me. it was kinda weird me alone, be the only guy going out with the girls, and watching movies together, but i really wanted to watch the movie badly. (macam tak penah buat)

so instead of goin back to college we headed to times square and arrived there about 2.15pm , after solat n stuff, ain gave me the ticket in front of the main entrance. ain n adiba. adiba?? i don know that she also enjoy watching movies in cinema. hehe waahh i was really excited and cudnt wait to watch the movie. as i enterd the hall, the sit was almost occupied, with my phone lighted on, i searchd my seat,walked along the allies, and another joy fr me, our seat is at the center of the hall! yeah mayb im too like cite lebih2 but i really wanted to enjoy this movie and syukur i got the sit. huhu tanks u guys.(though ididnt paid the ticket to aisya yet) hehe

the movies took about 1hour n 45 minutes n as i expected a lot of actions, beautiful scenery and beautiful cars. hehe aston martin dbs was what i adore most. my third dream car after lamborghini and porsche. panas gak rase when they just crashed it out just like that. aha that is the trademark of james bond. nice car, nice chicks ( there is a part in the movie that is not suitable fr children to watch but hv been cutted out) luxurious life, nice tux. but i think james bond had been changed a lot(da 2008 kot).. no complicated devices and he is not acting like undercover at all. like everyone now knows who is james bond. but i dont see any problems on it. okay okay i rated it for 7.5 of 10. hehe

okay the next day, ayah n me had jumaat prayer and went out for lunch at haslam restaurant together. shauqi was still having his final exam, so he cudnt join us which mean he will not b going to melacca too. oh no. how im goin to survive there by myself? saturday nite will b kak ziqah's wedding and all the relatives will b there. i dont really like crowded places, and weding is one of it. pelik kan? but i try my best to suit myself with it.

the journey started at 4pm and as usual, ayah will ask me to drive which most of the time i refuse to but driving 5series while they were sleeping was totally awesome. huhu


hmm though i enjoyed it very much but the car is still not my own car. it ayah's and i will do my best to get my own. they deserve it because they worked hard for it and i will do the same. insyAllah. we managed to reach melacca before maghrib. cud c makngah ngan kakziqah were so busy preparing all the weding stuf. but i didnt feel comfortable cause shauqi wasnt around, and much more sadly my favourite anak sdare, Haziq also cudnt atend the weding. waaa.. miss him so much.

so we spent our first nite at umbai, having ikan bakar with abg pet, kak ziqah, makngah n puan seri (wife of datuk seri rahim tambi) together. on the way to umbai we had this weird conversation.. we were talking about abg jim who will also get married by mid of next year but abg jim is having problem with his fiancee.. camtu2 la.. thennnn...

Mak ngah - ha kamu mil, nanti nak cari screening dulu, jgn maen amek je tau?
Aku - errr...
Ayah - haa puan seri, ni shamil ni nak cari org melake ni..
Ibu - hah? tak payah laa.. jauh sgt.. cari la dekat2 perak ke tak pelaa.a.
Aku - Alaa bukan ape, dekat ngan kubur tok.. ley slalu lawat..
Puan seri - hmmm slalu doctor ni cari doctor juga.. sebab memahami..
Aku - ehh ayah, eyes on malaysia ada kat melake laaaa....
Ayah - eh bile ada kat sini??

yess berjaya tuka topic...hahahahaha but actually i do. i want to get near with tok. as she always near to me, dulu. :(

and we really had a great time at umbai. lepak tepi pantai bawah sinar rembulan .. chewah hehe.

then i received a msg from hafiz, their first nite in maran, pahang shud b good i guess. he told me that he was so boring cause he got the same 'parent angkat' with aizul ( who he dosnt like much). haha pity him but i asked him to get to know aizul better cause this will change his ''cruel' perception on aizul. tapi mcm susah je.. hehe

a lot of people asking me why ididnt turn up to OPKIM n went to the weding? i had my name in the list among the earliest of all, before the organisation is built, but at last i didnt go. okay this is the truth.. actually i felt unqualified to join OPKIM this time. i dont know why, may be its just me. i really2 wanted to join. but i just dont feel like ive been responsible on my job this time n that has made me quit. aisya, hafiz, suzy, temoh, all of the marketing board brought money to OPKIM, but i faild. yeah i did some, give some numbers, n sugestions, but i just didnt feel i did enough n im not deserve to go. sorry fr messes ive made. yes there r other people that also didnt perform their job, n some of them didnt to anything fr this OPKIM. again its just me. i will not take things i dont deserve.

o Allah, forgive me

"tiada iman , kepada siapa yg tiada amanah padanya"

salam..

(they brought back some dodol for me, it is really tasty n sweet too, tanks ain)

ni ada video perahu panjang maahad.. dulu aku kayuh 2 taun tak menang, skang 3 taun turut2 menang.. takley blah..ke sbb ak?? haha tak tak hidir kate takde rezeki.. ok ak terime reason tu hehe

past few weeks was okay.. minggu lepas,kakak sedare aku dipinang orang..so aku n ayah ke melaka lagi. aku jatuh cinta lah dengan melaka. ahah tak tau knape. sampai melake tengahari sabtu tu. shauqi takde lak ada debate kat uia katanye. so tekontang kanteng la aku sengsorang lagi.

petang nye g kuar ramai2 g satu pasar dekat ngan laut ni .. situ byk ikan fresh2 n tetibe ayah mcm sonok tgk ikan ajar aku tgk ikan.. ini ikan fresh ini ikan kurang fresh.. best juga.. picit2 badan die.. if lembik means da kurang fresh n another things tgk insang die, if merah lagi tu makne nye fresh la tu..so kitorang angkat la jenahak 2 ekor.. besar kottt.. pari sekor... besar gak.. apsal ikan kat kolej tak besar camni? kan best haha pastu sotong.. tapi ni size sederhana hehehe... so sume balik ngan hati yang riang nak masak ikan2 ni... tapi nak masak ape??

last2 ambek kau sume bakar.. sempoi siot..petang tu siap lah buat bbq set sedia arang.. sume ikan2 pari2 balut aluminium foil pastu bakar... pergh bau die wangi siot.. da lame tak mkn2 cmni.. yang kat dalam buat sotong masak tepung.. sotong takley bakar dlm aluminium foil kate abg khir nanti die basah pastu jadi ape ntah.. pe kesah aku.. janji ley makan haha..

so mlm nye beramai2 la besile kat luar... padahal meja dalam umah gedabak nye besar..bukak2 sume bahan2 di bakar tadi... pastu makan.. macam biase kicap ngan sambal mesti ade.. gile sempoi.. pastu ada la lauk2 tambahan, sambal udang ngan gulai daging.. tapi da tak laku haha abg jim asyik amek gmbar lak.. aku rase aku makan laju sangat malam tu.. so cepat kenyang.. tapi ratah je lah sume2 jenahak bakar tu... tip top arh.. dulu ni balik umah tok je ley dapat.. tapi tok suke bakar ikan terubuk. sedap siott rindu lak tetibe nak balik penang. tapi balik pon bukan ade sape :( ..

pas sume da makan.. rilek2.. malam sket kak ziqah ngan bang jim bawa gi jonker streets, melake.. ni bawa shahnaz ar ni.. mlm tu mcm wekend so happening juga lah... jalan sampai ke hujung.. jauh gak.. tapi ntah mlm tu mmg aku perlukan lampu2 dan suara org ramai utk tenangkan diri.. huhu.. tapi best.. banyak la barang2 jual kat sini.. barang2 handmade.. kak ziqah cite melake skang da byk berubah.. sungai melake tu pon da buat cantek... lepas pusing2 jonker streets.. kitorang g pusing2 bandar melake..

aku suke bandar melaka.. bangunan2 nak macam penang gak.. bangunan2 lame.. lampu trafic old school.. cantek!! time pusing2 tu agak tekejut gak aku.. cantek gak bandar melake ni... dorang buat lampu biru sepanjang sungai melake tu... n bila lampu reflect kat air sungai tu jadi cantek giler... pastu lampu2 pon dorang pasang dekat borders building2 sebelah sungai tu... cantek gak.. mmmm tapi lektrik la mahal.. haha tiap2 malam pasang bape juta la abeh bayar letrik.. tapi tak kesah kot... tourist datang ramai... dapat cover balik... hmmmm btw melacca n penang da jadi ‘World Heritage Site’ yg diiktirah oleh UNESCO.. sempoi kan? bangga aku.. ehehe tak pasal2...balik tu terus tidur.. Alhamdulillah.. aku seronok mlm tadi..

pagi esok nye aku bangun awal.. ayah n laen2 tak bangun lagi.. cepat2 aku amek wudhu` terus aku minta kunci kereta ayah..aku ke kubur.. makngah perasan pastu tanye nape tak ajak org laen skali.. aku pon ajak la abg khir, abg jim, sume mati tidor... geram aku.. hehehe then aku ckp makngah takpe lah bang mei g sorang je... aku pon start kete n terus ke kubur..aku tenang kat sane.. teringat Rasulullah kate..lawat kubur ni supaya kita mengambil pengajaran dari org yg da mati.. dan supaya kita ingat selalu mati.. tapi sukar bagi aku.. menitis gak air mate aku teringat tok.. kubur pakngah sebelah je kubur tok.. aku bace tahlil ringkas.. panjang tak hafal lak.. hmmm makngah bagi suruh tuang air ngan tabur bunga rose merah atas kubur pakngah ngan tok.. aku pon buat je la.. walaupun mcm takde efek pape pon tapi wangi lah tempat tu... huhu cantek bila kelopak2 rose merah tu kena air yang aku siram atas kubur tu..aku terus pulang lepas selesai semua kejap lagi rombongan meminang nak sampai lak...

upacara pinang meminang kak ziqah berlangsung tengahri tu.. aku dengan takde baju yg patut dipakai( baju melayu la ) tak tau nak wat cmane.. tapi rupe2 nye makngah da siapkan sume untuk aku siap bersongket lagi.. dorang da seting aku baca doa yasin n doa selamat sket time majlis meminang tu berlangsung.. org yang datang minang ni org johor n adat dorang ni minang je da siap bawa hantaran..so angkat2 hantaran n bace2 yasin.. ayah jadi wakil keluarga kami.. best gak tgk adat2 meminang ni..aku ley tgk org tue2 susun ayat2 yg klasik ketika upacara berlangsung... sempoi!! hehe pastu sarung cincin la pebagai n selesai..

ari petunangan tu mak ngah masak nasi mexico.. die mcm nasi tomato campur ngan daging... skali lagi aku blasah makan betul2 sedap gilerrrr... teringat tok masak nasi daging dulu2.. makngah pon blaja masak ngan tok.. serius terangkat... dengan dalca.. kuah asam..pastu ada sotong msk cheese dalam tomato besar heheh ak taktau lak name pe mknan tu mmg sempoi lah.. haha aku rase balik ni aku makan je.. tapi sedap! esok kelas nak balik kolej dah.. balik kl.. makanan pon mcm tak sedap dah kat sane.. huhu

petang nye aku balik ke kolej.. itu je kot cite aku minggu lepas.. minggu ni laen lak cite nyee.. tapi nanti lah post laen lak..Selamat Menyambut Hari merdeka n Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan

Minggu lepas ayah dan shauqi datang. tanpa perkhabaran awal rupa-rupanya makngah aku di melaka mengadakan kenduri arwah dan kami sekeluarga dijemput. aku agak berat hati kerana agak banyak benda yang aku perlu baca tapi aku rasa lebih baik jika dapat keberkatan dari makngah (dari ziarah menziarahi) daripada hanya terperuk membaca buku dalam bilik.

tengahari itu mereka sampai. setelah makan tengahari di restoran haslam aku diarah ayah untuk drive. dah la kurang tidur malam smalam tapi aku takde la rasa mengantok sangat dalam perjalanan ke melaka. perjalanan kami mengambil masa dalam satu jam setengah. agak lama.
sampai di rumah makngah sudah ramai yang sampai. hanya saudara mara terdekat sahaja yang dijemput. aku gembira kerana agak lama tidak bersua dengan mereka semua. ya rindu menyapa lagi. teringat ketika aku kecil-kecil tempat gathering yang wajib adalah di rumah tok. setiap raya atau kenduri kendara maka akan baliklah semua anak-anak tok dari segenap negeri. seronok. tapi kini banyak yang sudah berubah. ketua keluarga pon sudah berubah. dan tempat untuk berkumpul bagi tujuan kekeluargaan juga sudah berubah. rumah tok amat jarang untuk cucunya dari selatan ini kunjungi. namun itulah kehidupan. walau bagaimana peritpun, perlu diteruskan.
makngah amat gembira berjumpa dengan aku. ntah mengapa aku dapat rasakan sifat keibuan nya yang amat kuat. ya lah besarkan anak seramai 5 orang dan tiada seorang pon terlepas dari memasuki universiti luar negara pasti pelbagai karenah sudah dia hadapi. aku tetap seperti aku. senyap senyum bila melihat makngah. makngah tanya bagaimana pelajaran aku dan dia amat gembira bila dengar aku sudah ke tahun dua. syukur nya. dan soalan yang selalu diajukan kepada aku ialah 'abg mei da ada girlfriend ke?' aku kurang pasti mengapa dia gemar menanyakan aku soalan cepu emas itu. serius ku katakan makngah seorang yang agak memilih. anak-anak nya agak susah untuk mencari jodoh pilihan sebab mesti kena screening dulu. huh adakah dia hendak lakukan perkara yang sama pada aku? hehe terserah lah. ya lah mungkin dia seorang datin, perlu ada standard. tapi betulkah begitu? bagi aku kurang tepat. aku rasa dia mahukan orang yang betul2 mempunyai ciri2 yang elok sebagai bakal baru ahli keluarga kami demi kesejahteraan anak-anak nya. itu aku setuju.


macam da merepek byk hehehe.. so malas cite byk2 aku hanya merasa tenang berada di sana. seronok dapat main dengan anak abg sedara aku. yang sorang ni nama nya haziq mmg cumel abes lah.. dan satu yang best die pon macam suke dtg kacau2 aku, mane je aku pegi nanti die ikut. pastu ajak main. haduih tapi best gak melayan budak2 Rasullullah pon suka kanak-kanak so mcm mencontohi Beliau *wink* ..

malamnya aku ingat ada org luar yang akan menjalankan tahlil so aku takde la prepair ape2. dengan bertshirt itam bertulis 'good boys go to heaven, bad boys go to london' aku rilek turun ke tahlil. rupe2nye aku yang kena mempengerusikan tahlil tu. perghh dengan makcik2 ramai kat situ. tapi atas permintaan makngah aku teruskan juga. dan alhamdulillah segalanya berjalan lancar. lepas tahlil aktiviti biasa lah, makan2.. byk gile mknan tapi aku mcm tak suke tangkap gmbr makanan so takde la gmbr dlm ni.. mmmm tapi aku seperti tidak berselera bila melihat hidangan2 ni. tak tau la.. masa baca doa tadi sempat juga aku lakarkan nama tok, tokwan, pakteh(anak tok aku number 4 abg ayah aku) dan pakngah..sebak. moga mereka dicucuri rahmat.

sebelum balik kolej ayah bawa gi umah maklang, kat bangi, waa bejalan sakan aku ujung minggu ni. tapi ntah aku suka lah melawat sedara mara ni. mungkin di didik dari kecil lagi kot. salah satu hadis Rasullullah yang terdetik di fikirankan ku,sabda Rasullullah sesiapa yang hendak umurnya panjang maka jalinkan lah silaturrahim, itu je aku igt sket2 maksud die.. hadis full da macam tak bape igt. dulu belajar nak exam jer katekan.hehe dekat umah maklang, dpt jumpe abg imai, maklang nye 3rd anak. skarang wat civil engine kat uitm shah alam. lama tak jumpe dengan die so bila jumpe berasap2 lah kami. hahaha
kat rumah dorang ni pon ada budak kecik gak.. anak kak zuhaida, kakak kepada abg imai dan anak sulong maklang aku. die skang doctor kat klinik kesihatan bangi kot. mcm seorang role model juga la kepada aku.

nama budak cumel ni Husna. cumel gile n mcm lawak2 hahaha baru setaun. argh geram2 pipi die..
dah lah cukup buat takat ni..jmp lagi.

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