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End of a phase

Alhamdulillah ive completed my ho ship... Im now floating as ED medical officer at my hosp.. It was a very distressing moments of a lifetime event for being a houseman...alhamdulillah its over.. Im searching for a permanent pathway for me to practice later on... I believe surgery is my way...


The new placement for me to work will b announce on september i suppose... Now im just doing some locum and read some books just to improve my knowledge on surgery...

I will also b getting married on september... It is a busy month for me... I hope everything went well.. Most of the thing is done by my mother haha i just settle up the financial part...

I hope i will get a big hospital where i cn trained to be a good surgeon... Some of the surgeon ask me to go district so that i can learn on making decision better.. Both also have pro n cons... Let it be what ever it is ill prove that i will b a surgeon one day.

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Journey

Thats it...im in 5th posting currently and im working in the surgical department.. Having new work mate... And syukur most of us are from ukm...at least i hv a friend i cn share my problem with...

Last night i had a dinner at eastern oreantal penang grand ballroom.. It was in the heritage wing which built during colonial years... It was frekingly beutifull.. Unforgettable moment.. And it was iyas wedding ceremony... Was given opportunity to recite a doa during the reception... I was really proud of him... Being my buddies... My good understanding friends... I believe he will do well in the next journey that he will have..the journey of marriage...

I took 2 days off and today is the last day.. When all people went back to the place they came from...  I am still here in the house thinking about tmrw...

Yups tmrw is a future that im still figure it how.. What i should i do... Im interested in surgical based medical carier.. i want to cut people...and i want to proceed.. But where? Ent? Cardio? I want a life that i can enjoy my working time and also at the same time i can concentrate on having a family...having good times with friends...

At times i do have that feeling of why did i chose this carrier... This question was asked since i started my medical school... Is it to help people? Is it because of popularity of a doctor? Is it because of money?... I do sure one thing that i hold on to all these years... Its because im interested in knowing the gods magnificent creation of all kind

yupss the human...

Treating and understanding human is like knowing how complicated and untouchable by brain and how great the creation of God... And yes by treating them correctly i satisfied.. That feeling of satisfaction that made me crave the knowledge of medicine... Allah Akhbar

I need to settle down... Now i just have to complete my housemanship first.. Theres new news on house officer schedule and need to work for 75 hours in a week... Sigh tiring... But we are all human.. Human can adapt.. Hopefully this another test will not pulling me down to failure...i will rise and shine as before cey... Hehe

Ya allah permudahkan lah aku...ameen

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The last week of O&G posting :)


Alhamdulillah, currently ending my o&g posting, in the last weeks of the posting, lots of new experience, new mistakes, new knowledge, new anger to overcome, confidence and all, but its not enough if i only prepared the practical parts only, have to put my knowledge ahead too..

but i prefer peads more :)

its just 6 months before my final professional exam, and starting next week my friends from other faculty 4 years courses will be graduating. its a convo day fever again. only God knows how i really wanted to wear the red robe and graduate next year. hopefully everything will go smooth and fine.


(curi-curi tangkap je ni)

i hope it is not too late to wish all of you Selamat Hari Raya maaf zahir dan batin, Alhamdulillah i had a good raya this year, with family, teachers, friends from Maahad Mahmud, that is enough for me. Kubur tok je tak sempat pegi lagi di Melaka, nanti lah bile2 free week ends.

p/s - gambar diatas sekali tu gambar lame. rambut sekarang panjang sikit with spectacles.bye




I miss You

Negeri Kedah pada awal abad 20 mula terkenal sebagai tempat perkembangan Agama Islam yang subur selepas pudarnya pengaruh Hindu-Buddha. Hal ini amat ketara sekali terutama pada masa pemerintahan Sultan Ab. Hamid Halim Syah di mana munculnya beberapa orang tokoh ulama seperti Hj. Wan Sulaiman yang telah mendirikan Madrasah Hamidiah pada tahun 1920.

Madrasah yang dinamakan mengambil sempena nama Sultan Abd. Hamid Halim Syah itu telah berkembang pesat sebagai pusat pembelajaran Agama Islam dan Bahasa Arab di kawasan Utara Semenanjung dan telah berjaya melahirkan ramai guru agama yang amat diperlukan pada waktu itu.

Perkembangan pesat ini memerlukan sebuah sekolah lain bagi menampung pertambahan bilangan pelajar di samping memberi pelajaran di peringkat yang lebih tinggi lagi daripada setakat darjah lima yang diajar di Madrasah Hamidiah. Di atas daya usaha YM Tengku Mahmud Ibni Almarhum Sultan Ahmad Tajuddin yang menjadi Pemangku Raja pada masa itu, sebuah sekolah baru yang lebih sempurna dan lengkap telah didirikan pada tahun 1936.

Sekolah yang terletak di Simpang Kuala, Alor Setar ini kemudiannya dikenali sebagai Al-Maahadil Mahmud atau Maktab Mahmud mengambil sempena nama Pemangku Raja YM Tengku Mahmud.

Maktab ini ditadbirkan oleh satu Jawatankuasa Penasihat yang dilantik dengan perkenan Sultan Kedah. Menteri Besar biasanya menjadi Pengerusi Jawatankuasa Penasihat itu dan Guru Besar Maktab sebagai Setiausaha. Jawatankuasa dilantik daripada golongan ulama dan Sheikul Islam dan kuasa pentadbirannya terletak di bawah kuasa pejabat Hal Ehwal Agama Islam Kedah.

Maktab Mahmud sebagai sebuah sekolah Agama yang ulung itu sudah pasti memerlukan sumber kewangan yang kukuh bagi mengurusnya. Pada peringkat awal penubuhannya, maktab ini dibiayai oleh Jabatan Zakat Negeri Kedah. Selain zakat, maktab juga mempunyai tanahnya sendiri yang didermakan kepadanya oleh beberapa orang dermawan tempatan yang berjumlah kira-kira 83 ekar tanah yang diwakafkan pada maktab. Melalui sumber-sumber inilah juga pihak maktab dapat menambahkan sumber kewangannya bagi membiayai pelajar-pelajar yang dihantar melanjutkan pelajaran ke Timur Tengah.

Kemasukan ke maktab ini juga agak berlainan dengan sekolah-sekolah lain. Pelajar-pelajar yang ingin memasuki Maktab Mahmud perlu mengisi satu borang khas yang dikeluarkan oleh pihak Maktab. Syarat utama untuk memohon memasuki maktab ini, pelajar-pelajar mestilah tidak kurang daripada 13½ tahun umurnya dan mestilah lulus darjah 5 atau 6 Sekolah Kebangsaan atau Jenis Kebangsaan dan boleh membaca Al-Quran. Walaupun mencukupi syarat-syarat tersebut calon-calon yang memohon memasuki maktab ini juga akan ditemuduga oleh Jawatankuasa Pemilihan bagi menentukan seseorang calon itu berjaya atau gagal untuk memasuki maktab ini.

Maktab ini juga agak berlainan dengan sekolah-sekolah lain dalam beberapa hal. Waktu belajarnya dari jam 8.00 pagi hingga 12.45 tengahari. Pelajar-pelajar belajar dalam 6 hari seminggu dengan hari Jumaat sahaja mereka cuti. Pada peringkat awal maktab ini, pelajar diajar dalam Bahasa Pengantar Arab sahaja dan mata pelajarannya juga tentang Agama Islam dan Bahasa Arab. Hal ini bersesuaian dengan matlamat maktab ini yang mahu menyumbangkan ilmu pengetahuan Islam pada peringkat yang lebih tinggi lagi.

Walau bagaimana pun sejak tahun 1962 maktab telah berubah berikutan perubahan dasar pelajaran negeri dan maktab mula memperkenalkan mata pelajaran akademik yang diajar menerusi Pengantar Bahasa Melayu yang membolehkan pelajar-pelajar menduduki Sijil Rendah Pelajaran (SRP), sekarang Penilaian Menengah Rendah (PMR) dan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM). Ini memberi peluang pada pelajar-pelajar lepasan Maktab Mahmud untuk berkhidmat dalam pentadbiran awam.

Selain itu, Maktab Mahmud juga dari semenjak ianya dibuka sehingga tahun 1967 telah mewajibkan semua pelajar tahun akhir menduduki satu peperiksaan khas yang dikenali sebagai Sijil Maktab Mahmud. Sijil ini diakui oleh Kerajaan Negeri Kedah, Universiti Azhar, Mesir dan beberapa buah Universiti lagi di Timur Tengah. Satu keistimewaan bagi mereka yang memiliki Sijil Maktab Mahmud ini ialah mereka dibenarkan masuk terus ke Universiti di Timur Tengah tanpa menduduki kelas persediaan terutama pada mereka yang mengambil bidang Perundangan Islam, Bahasa Arab dan Kesusasteraan Arab. Ini membuktikan bahawa tahap Pengajian Islam dan Bahasa Arab lepasan Maktab Mahmud begitu baik dan diakui di peringkat antarabangsa.

Sejak ditubuhkan Maktab Mahmud telah banyak berubah sesuai dengan perkembangan dasar pelajaran di mana pelajar-pelajarnya belajar 2 bidang iaitu bidang agama dalam Pengantar Arab dan bidang akademik dalam Pengantar Melayu. Ini membolehkan pelajar-pelajar itu menduduki Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) dan Sijil Tinggi Persekolahan Malaysia (STPM) di samping sijil-sijil dalam bidang agama.

Daripada suatu segi ini amat menguntungkan kerana pelajar-pelajar boleh menguasai dua bidang sekaligus, agama dan akademik. Tetapi pelajar-pelajar juga terpaksa menumpukan sepenuh perhatian dan beban kerja yang lebih daripada sekolah biasa.

Walau bagaimana pun, memang tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa Maktab Mahmud telah berjaya melahirkan ramai tokoh yang berjiwa Islam terutama guru-guru agama dan pegawai-pegawai yang berkhidmat di Majlis Agama Islam serta badan-badan lain. Di antara mereka yang terkenal yang pernah mendapat didikan di Maktab Mahmud ini ialah Dr. Abd. Halim Ismail, Allahyarham Sheikh Mohsein Hj. Salleh dan Ustaz Mohd. Fadhil Noor iaitu pelajar pertama maktab ini yang mendapat pangkat pertama Sijil Kismul Ali dan lain-lain. Dan kini Maktab Mahmud masih teguh berdiri sebagai rumah ilmu yang telah banyak jasanya itu.


ARKIB NEGARA MALAYSIA

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Tebabomm

owh i went back to penang for 3 days last week during the deepavali public holidays, some of my mates get holidays started from wednesday until monday thefollowing week. but im in ophtal posting where we have very limited time to go to clinics and have teaching session so i still have to follow the clinics to fill up my log book untill thursday... and i dont have holidays on monday. no prob for that.so on thursday evening i went back to penang.. wah it was quite a long journey. ayah cudnt fetch me at the airport... so i have to take bus to go to the jetty, thanks to Rapid penang, from there i took a ferry to get to the butterworth (the mainland) so ayah waited me there and we went home together.


i didnt actually enjoy my holidays so much because i have to finish up my case write up, an assignment given by my doctor aka lecturer.. i really do not have chemistry on these case write up as i dont really like preparing it haha so most of the time ill be in front of laptop figuring out my case.. not so much on televisyen
or chating with ayah or ibu, hopefully they understand..
on saturday morning, ibu gave me some coupons for the canteen
day of my primary school. Sekolah Kebangsaan Permatang Bertam. i went there with shahnaz my youngest sister. it has been what? 10 years since i left the school.. i missed my primary school days as bad as i missed Maktab Mahmud. SKPB was just a kampung school, but i can say that most of us from that school get really good education.I still remember going to school with my blue shirt and black shoes and ties ( as i was a prefect back then) waiting for Pakcik van, Makcik Ina to go to school.. then waiting at the back of my school fences to stop those student that were late to school.. i cant imagine how did i look like that time haha mesti comel gile haha

my parent never let me riding bicycle to go to school. so they were
asking people to send and take me back home. at times i were really get irritated because all of my friend can go to school with bicycle while i cant. its not fair. hehe but actually i should be really thankful to my parents for treating me well. anak kesayangan? tak kot.. tak tak..

so i went to the canteen day.. surprisingly.. most of the teachers
still remembering me! i almost drop my tears away (yeay wateve) i say hi and chat a bit with them because they were busy with the students on selling things during the event.. i met cikgu rohani, ust. saadiah, cikgu shuhairi (really happy to see me) cikgu zarina, teacher zaini, pak cik saidon ( orang jaga koperasi pon kenal ) .. just bring back my old memories on them.. how naughty i was at school those days..

i walked around the school compound, a lot of changes has been made, i went back to my old classroom.. where i still remember, i have to stand up on the chair because i havent finish my english assignment.. love mrs Tan so much :(
At the new built open hall.. dulu it was just a tarred area where we will have our perhimpunan, and every weeks i will be rotating to do the announcement and asked student to make lines according their classes and sing lagu negaraku, lagu pulau pinang and lagu sekolah as i was one of the pengawas that time i was holding penolong ketua murid post huhu

On the way to rumah hantu.. why i havent have this during my time? i dont know.. bringing shahnaz to rumah hantu.. hehe really nice..btw that is my class during standard 6..trust me i have been on that bumbung jalan2 on the roof climbing down from that fences.. have to walk on the nail on that roof because it is the only place that attach to metal.. if not.. kedebamm la jawabnyaa and sometimes i throw peoples pencils on the roof and take it back again.. gile buas.. tapi happy kot that time haha skarang cam kotor ada botol2 takde org buangkan..
this is at he back of the school where we learn about kemahiran hidup.. i still remember ive been punished to wear like a ninja turtle (with an apron) and cabut rumput at the square area there by Cikgu Aziz.. siot betol haha because i was chatting with my friend i think.. haha


An exhibition by the dentist.. not so many student were there, but it was a nice exhibition, should be doing some games to attract more student to go there..
so on sunday i went back by firefly from penang airport to subang airport for an hour journey, this is my first time going back by firefly.. it is a small plane with only one entrance and exit door into the airplane.. quite nice, get served with cookies and drinks too.. but a bit expensive then airasia, the ticket can be as low as airasia if early booking is made..

some of the helis and small airplane that i wish to have in futures.. insyAllah.. hopefully will come true..

okay have to prepare for tomorrow clinics.. take care everyone.. have a good day :)

salam

The Patient History

Salam..

i just realized that we are currently in october 2010. time flew very fast. like lightning.

and light travel faster then sound. thats why we can see lightning first and then heard the sound seconds later.. duhh

but currently we have bluetooth 3.0 which make the files transfer much faster the before.

my macbook pro currently using 4gig for the RAM.. it can be upgraded until 8gig which is the maximum number of the slot can handle... then it will be like real fast.. like really fast.

and it will be another 2 months to get into year 2011.

5 years since i left my secondary school.

i still miss my school. until now.

im not one of the top student there. i scored my PMR but didn't get good result on SPM and got maqbul for SMRA (sijil menengah rendah agama - a test for all the Al-Azhar subjects). we learn a lot. 21 subjects including SPM subjects and Al-Azhar subjects which includes Feqh, Tafseer, Hadith and all other arabic subjects. each of the class will be about half an hour each. every year the successful student will come from the student that staying at home. i don't know why. maybe their involvement with non academic things were less then us who is staying in the hostels. owh my school is semi-boarding school where some of us can stay outside. and im staying in the hostels mixing with a lot of other people which come mostly outside of the Kedah area.

and that is the academic side of the story. ada je lagi.. but..

the non academic side of story is much more interesting.


nanti lah rajin sket aku cite.. sebak dowh (over sgt~ haha)
chow

Edifier


Salam..


Apa khabar semua? Alhamdulillah sudah di minggu keempat posting Paediatric skarang ni.. posting kali ni sebenar nya agak sibuk.. banyak yang perlu di baca dan revise kembali sebab paeds ni macam medicine juga lah.. cuma nya budak2 punya sakit tak same dengan orang tua kan.. so have to learn new approach to the some of the diseases..


So hows my peads posting?? Alhamdulillah aku sangat suka posting ni.. masih lagi semangat ke ward dan berjumpa kanak2 dan adik2 yang kurang bernasib baik.. buku log aku masih belum berisi, minggu ke 6 dah kena hantar case write up.. masa terlalu pantas berlalu.. agak pelik bila melihat status rakan2 yang mana ingin kan hujung minggu datang dengan cepat walhal aku rasa tidak cukup masa untuk melaksanakan semua tugasan.. haish ke aku yang malas sangat?? haha


So kanak2? apa yang penting sangat mereka ini? sbelum mula merepek nak ingatkan diri sendiri yang sesungguhnya Islam itu satu cara hidup bukan sekadar nama dalam i.c .. seriusly aku seorang yang amat menyukai kanak2.. dari mengasuh, mendidik, bermain, mengurus kehidupan mereka.. amat amat amat suka... setiap kanak2 itu aku dapat lihat cahaya di wajah mereka.. cahaya yang aku rasa jika dijaga dengan baik akan terus bercahaya dengan lebih terang dan terus menyinari kehidupan ini. walaupun kadang2 budak tu takde la suka kat aku, itu normal, namun jika dicuba dan terus mencuba.. boleh la dapat main dengan dorang hehe..


Bila kita menjalani kehidupan seharian, Rasul lah ikutan kita, dari segi akhlak dan tingkah laku. bukan trend atau populariti bagi sesuatu masa. dan sunnah itu tidak terhad pada amalan zikir serta solat namun sehingga ke dalam tandas sudah Rasul ajar cara untuk buang air besar ke kecik ke.. complete kan Islam? cuma kadang2 kita kurang sedar dan peka.. Begitu juga kasih sayang Rasul dengan kanak2..


Hadis rasul dengan kanak2


No. 5610 Narrated Abu Huraira: Rasullullah kissed Al-Hasan bin Ali while Al-Aqra' bin Habis At-Tamim was sitting beside him. Al-Aqra said, "I have ten children and I have never kissed anyone of them," Rasullullah cast a look at him and said, "Whoever is not merciful to others will not be treated mercifully." Sahih Bukhari.


Kanak2 ini adalah generasi yang akan menganti kan kita.. yang merupakan tunas baru dalam agama kita.. aku masih ingat, tika Tok dan Tok Wan mengajar aku solat, membaca quran, cerita sirah nabawi, belum pon bertadika ketika itu, dan bila masuk sekolah, Alhamdulillah segala akhlak serta ajaran Tok amat berguna.. dari kecil di ajar takutkan siksaan neraka.. bila besar sudah tahu kita mana baik mana tidak nya... Rindu dengan tok..


And those who say, "Our Lord, grant us from among our wive

s and offspring comfort to our eyes and make us an example for the righteous." (25 :74)


Bila di ward paediatric.. seriously aku lihat setiap hari adalah PERTARUNGAN. pertarungan dengan takdir yang Allah taala kurniakan.. dan ada yang lihat itu adalah satu dugaan, ada juga yang lihat satu bala.. itu terserah pada yang menerima namun setiap kita punyai kepercayaan yang berbeza. Pertarungan macam mana?


bila mana ibu dan ayah tidak pulang dan menjaga anak mereka yang mempunyai cerebral palsy (google lah nak tau penyakit ape)...

anak mereka yang tidak cukup bulan,

anak mereka yang mempunyai masalah mental yang mana kakak nya baru meninggal di usia 12 tahun..

anak yang mempunyai masalah pendengaran..

anak2 yang perlu menjalani pembedahan billiary atresia..

menjaga anak2 yang tidak henti nangis kerana sakit selepas pembedahan masih lagi belum baik...

bila satu keluarga yang tidak begitu berpendapatan terbang dari Serawak ke Hospital Kuala Lumpur membawa anak mereka yang mempunyai masalah respiratory... malah banyak lagi..


namun aku dapat lihat kesabaran mereka amat tinggi.. yang kadang2 aku rasa jika aku ditempat mereka pasti aku juga terduduk. Ya Allah sungguh hebat dugaan mereka.. dugaan aku ini apa ada?? Maafkan aku ya Allah..


Dan ada sebahagian dari kawan2 aku yang cakap ‘rasa bagaikan tidak mahu anak’ kerana melihat semua ini. Agak kecewa dengan ayat itu. Sesungguhnya zuriat itu rezeki yang tak ternilai.. tidak kira lah mereka itu normal atau tidak.. ya kita susah di dunia.. namun yakin lah semua dari Allah dan kesabaran dalam menghadapi hidup dengan anak begini akan mendapat balasan yang tak tercapai oleh akal untuk memikirnya di akhirat kelak... Dan kita perlulah menjaga islam kita dan terus berdoa agar di kurniakan anak2 menjadi penyejuk mata dan bertakwa.


Cukup.


Graduation day ib dan iyas next week.. seriuosly aku taktau nak bagi apa hadiah. bukan banyak sgt duet.. tapi nak bagi haha.. takpelah tengok lah macam mana.. but i need to attend several of my friends graduation too.. aiman ngan zaid pon minggu depan juga.. harith pon dah grad.. dari notthingham uni...wah.. cepat betul masa berlalu.. ya Allah berikanlah kejayaan kepada mereka dan berikanlah kekuatan untuk aku untuk berjaya seperti mereka...minggu ni sume da sibuk nak tempah graduation robe dekat bangi.. huhu dan mintak2 minggu depan tak sibuk sangat.. it will be one of a great moment in their life.. and im just happy for them, eventhough i just can see them from far and my time is not there yet..will be just happy ..


Fuh emo lak.. haha


So ramadhan is just around the corner.. need a lot of preparation.. speaker dah ada ahah and need to survey which mosque nak pergi solat terawikh.. :)


thats all for now


selamat beramal semua


(peringatan pada diri sendiri juga - kan ni blog aku apsal nak kena ada line ni? haha)


Orange and Red and Black



Alhamdulillah

Setelah beberapa drama dapat di tonton.. ak da masuk 4th year.. Paper reseat aritu agak kaw juga soalan dia dan ramai dari batch ak sangkut... syukur sangat2 ak lepas dan dapat masuk 4th year..

Sory ak tutup kejap blog.. proses renovation.. cantek da sket kali ni.. kat atas2 ni ada link2 ak tak edit lagi.. baca2 lah eh eheh

so cerita hari ambek result agak dramatik.. seperti yang da ak tulis sebelum ni, paper ak hari tu ari Isnin dan Selasa last...

Isnin tu paper pagi 2 bahagian dan petang satu bahagian untuk O&G.. paper berat buat semua dalam satu hari.. huh gile penat hari tu.. tapi tak boleh rileks lagi sebab Selasa esok nye ada satu lagi paper Medicine (short case)..

Dan satu kejadian tak diingini terjadi time paper o&g.. time pagi.. kan ada 2 bahagian, satu bahagian tu paper objektif.. paper objektif tu pulak ada 2
bahagian.A dan B. tiap2 bahagian ada 15 soalan.so ada 30 soalan semuanya..

so ak dpt peringatan awal yg kata paper ak tu semua 30 minit.. dan bila semua orang jawab paper tu.. ak pon selak satu persatu.. dengan serius nye ak bace.. setiap bahagian die tulis kat kertas tu diperuntukan masa 30 minit...so bahagian A dan B semuanya 1 jam.. ini IKUT KERTAS TU TULIS..

sekali lepas 30 minit loceng berbunyi! ak macam ' Aphal loceng bunyi awal sangat?' sebelum tu pulak takde la lecturer ckp mcm alert ' lagi 10 minit untuk masa tamat' tibe2 je masa abes... damn!!!!!

then ak teringat balik yg tadi die cakap masa jawab hanya 3o minit!!! ak ada half lagi soalan tak jawab!!! gile babeng... syukur sebab bahagian A ak habis dalam 20 minit.. lagi sepuluh minit ak jawab dalam 5/6 soalan kat bahagian B. so ak ada 10 soalan lagi tak sempat baca dan jawab!!!!

gile kan?? ak time tu da gelabah biawak dah..ak maen tanda je dulu 10 soalan tu.. dan time org bangun utk submit paper.. baru ak bace soalan dan padam and tick jwpn yg betol..dengan kelajuan F1.. tapi tak sempat.. dalam 3,4 soalan tetibe ada lecturer bunyi.. 'Hey! what are u doing?? are u changing the answers??'' owh amat lah siot time tu.. ak stop dan ak pangel die.. then ak explain...

'Dr.. actually i was wrong about the time given just now, u said it was 30 minutes quests.. but in here it stated 1hour paper?? and no correction made??' then ak explain semua.. tapi dia macam tak puas ati lagi.. dia pangel sorang lagi dr. dan Alhamdulillah dr. tu except explanation ak.. gile ape ak bw court ley menang kot.. kat kertas tulis 1 jam.. takde pembetulan lak tu.. mmg lahanat juga laa.. tp ak sedar yg ak pon takley wat pape.. terus je la submit paper dengan soalan dalam 8soalan yg tak tau soalan dia apa dan jawapan dia ak belasah.. huh~
ak geram sebab ak tak dpt jawab soalan tu.. study da kaw dah sekali tak ley jwb.. memang amat menyirap..

dan seterusnya ak jawab esei question selepas 15minit rehat.. budak2 da ushar ak pelik dah.. apehal shamil tu kuar lambat kena marah ngan doctor lak..
haha ak maintain je sbb next paper ada lagi n i have to score this fckin esei paper supaya dapat cover paper tadi.. dan Alhamdulillah esey okay for me.. tapi ak masih tak confident ak ley pass.. sbb in medic every marks count.. rendah 1.0 pon ley fail.. takdak kasi can punya..

then petang tu ak jwb paper OSCE o&g and okay juga.. and lastly esok nye Selase paper medicine..

lepas je paper medicine ak terus tepiki paper o&g ak tu.. seriusly ak amat amat amat risau dan dah siap prepare utk ape yg akan terjadi.. bilik pon ak tak pindah lagi in case la ape2 jadi.. mmg siot lah.. then terus ak balik penang..

kat umah ak story lah kat parent.. mcm biasa ayah dah buat muka mcm nak kena slamdunk haha ibu cam ckp okay nye ley dia rasa ak boleh lepas.. ak pulak!??? hummm senyap je.. ak layan cuti yg tak seberapa sebab Jumaat tu da kuar result.. ak tak contact sesape.. sori Naim tak contact hang.. seriusly dlm keadaan merbahaya haha..

then Jumaat tu satu family nak balik kl pulak.. so sampai kl dlm sebelum Jumaat, penat dorang suruh ak drive dari penang ke kl.. huh sampai je ak mcm nak balik cheras.. tapi solat jumaat n lunch ngan parent dulu kat restoran Minang ni.. ak makan da sikit da ha gile risau result.. then ak balik cheras..

on the way g cheras then ak dpt call dari Temoh ' Congratz ko lepas' ak macam... errrrr... Alhamdulillah!!! hahah time tu jem pulak jalan.. ak da lompat2 dlm kelisa and terus call parent ak.. then hafiz msg.. ak lepas.. syukur sangat2.. happy gile kot.. haha then ak tanye yang lain mcm mana.. hafiz reply lambat.. then ak call.. and i received bad news for few of my friends.. dalam zikir Alhamdulillah ak.. ak senyap kejap.. n tetibe sedih.. sebab 2,3 rakan rapat ak time reseat aritu tak lepas.. sedih kot.. ak pon taktau nak ckp ape ngan mereka.. ak mmg harap mereka tabah..segala percaturan Allah tu ada habuan dia.. yakin! mmg susah nak hadapi.. ntah lah.. tapi ak serius tak syok sgt la pastu.. happy campur sedih. 22 orang dari batch ak kena repeat tahun.. mmg ak semangat batch sket so mmg lah lagi sedih..

tapi sebenarnya time ak down dulu tu ak da pikir da.. if ak reseat.. makna nya ak akan belajar lagi medicine o&g surgery yg merupakan posting penting masa final year nanti.. yg aku amek balik 3 minggu ni pon da bnyk bagi ak pengajaran.. ini kan buat balik setahun lagi.. ak rasa amat bermanfaat.. mmg la taknak kan.. tapi for future ak rase so much worth it.. harap sahabat2 ak faham..

tu lah detik2 ak dapat result hari tu.. amat bersyukur.. mmg setiap hari before dpt result ak mmg ada aje tag line yang macam suruh ak bersabar... mcm aritu ak balik je dari paper o&g.. time ak masih lagi teringat2 tentang soalan2 ak tak jawab tu.. ak terdengar ayat quran tentang tawakal.. 'dan serahkanlah segalanya pada Allah, sesungguhnya Allah lah tempat kamu bertawakal'..bacaan Misyari dari ipod ak.. tetibe je kot! ak cam.. ok takpe study medicne..

bila bukak facebook pulak ada lagi tag line pasal tawakal..
dan bila ak bukak blog abg shah.. pon tulis pasal tawakal.. katakan dia quote dari abg zaim ' tawakal pada Allah bukan tawakal pada usaha' pergh terasa kot.. terus ak cool.. dan rilek je.. tak tertekan sgt... tapi ak manusia biasa yang mmg lemah.. kadang2 tu down juga tapi ingat balik...buat ak lebih bersabar..

Alhamdulillah.. sekarang da 3 minggu dalam 4th year.. ak start ngan posting Orthopedic.. pasal tulang2 patah2 tecabut tulang semua belajar dalam posting ni.. jadi group leader lagi.. ak sorang je lak tu laki.. malu pon ada gak tapi kena perform la kan utk menjaga nama baik lelaki ni hahaha

dan ak da masuk bilik baru.. bilik ni tingkat 2 aje.. syukur bilik ni sejuk je kalau time panas terik tengahari pon.. seronok jugak lah syukur Alhamdulillah..

terima kasih rakan2 yang mendoakan.. akan terus ku berusaha insyAllah hingga ke akhir garisan penamat.. doa hampa semua mmg pendokong usaha ak untuk berjaya.. terima kasih..

Nanti ak cerita posting2 time 4th year ni pulak kay.. sibuk jugak lah sebenarnya dan semester ni pon ak tak amek jawatan dah.. ak amek pengarah PAC tu aje.. yang lain tak nak amek tau dah.. ak nak enjoy 4th year ak dan hidup sebagai medical student dan kuatkan segalanya untuk final year nanti.. pergh gile semangat haha 2 3 minggu je ni.. :) hehe



owh program ni 18 dan 20 June.. doakan segala berjalan lancar.. to all always b happy as it will attract good things ' law of attraction'
Take care
Salam

owh n syukur juga ayah bagi laptop baru Alhamdulillah..
dan ak rase nak kaetkan gak ngan law of attraction.. sebab ape tau? sebab i never came across to have a macbook now, cause i think i will have it when i grad nanti or somewhere in future.. but i always wanted to have it, like since 2nd year, i took a brochure about macbook and i paste it on my study desk.. everyday i see it and wish (doa) i can have it.. Alhamdulillah.. Allah makbul kan.. syukur..

Cahaya


Tak pernah sesaat daku meragui
apa yang telah daku temui
slama ini,

Tak pernah sesaat daku menyesali,apa yang telah aku nikmati,
apa ku alami,

slagi hayat di kandung badan,

Takkan ku menyerah kalah,
walau mimpi ku musnah,
harapan ku hancur,
sayapku patah,

kan ku pancarkan cahaya,
seperti pelita ke srata dunia,
yang gelap gelita

sehingga hembusan nafas
yang terakhir.

tak pernah sesaat ku mencurigai,
apa yg telah aku kecapi,
stakat ini,


tiba saatnya kan ku tangisi,
pada yang pergi, takkan kembali
Kembali lagi,

Slagi jasadku belum terkubur!

Slagi tubuhku, belum ditimpa uzur!
pantang datuk nenek moyangku,
Berundur!

Akan Ku Pancar Cahaya Seperti Pelita,
Ke Srata Dunia,
Seperti Cahaya…….

iyas dah balik semalam.. tolong sikit buat2 sibuk angkat barang.. n dia dah tinggalkan ktdi..will start working next 2 months..da jadi doctor dah pon.. kejap gile kan mase berlalu.. aply di hospital pulau pinang katanya. wah sudah bekerjaya.

yups sungguh pantas masa berlalu.. igt lagi time dia 3rd year aku 1st year.. jumpa buddy di hukm.. n iyas bw satria stylo dia.. skang dah pakai honda city kot.. kalah Gen 2 haha aku doakan agar dia berjaya dan terus sukses.. jgn lupa aku kat sini dah la.. doa kan aku..

i can say he is the best buddy and friend around me since i came to ukm.. i learn a lot of friendship from him and ib. after a very long time i dont have any close friends except from maahad and matrics.. i almost forgot the meaning of friendship.. i mean the TRULY one..

thanks dan moga sukses selalu..

p.s. exam reseat 26th April 2010 nih.. doakan aku.. thanks.

N253562



kinda cool.. cuti panjang sket tak pe la.. ni dok reseat mana ada cuti..

boo. loser.

Doa aku ya rakan2.. another 4 weeks .. gile nak buat post tiap minggu ke ape..
Iyas da abes profesional exam.. tingal ib la pulak lepas ni.. aiman dan zaid pon da nak grad taun ni.. wah semua kawan2 da abes belajar.. n im stucking here with medicine n o&g lagi.. sucks..

Minta maaf bukan tak nak hang out tapi masa tak mengizinkan.. nanti lah ye..

Owh goodluck pada rakan2 uia yg nak exam.. rakan2 2nd year yg nak exam.. rakan2 sains kesihatan yg nak exam.. semua rakan2 seluruh dunia yg mana ada exam.. buat betul2..

Gambar di atas buat Hidir, Hanani, Shauqi, Syahid Ibrahim, Nabil Abd. Rani, Dayana Zakaria, Aiman Nasir, Yufie Hani, Popo, Bobo, Hafiz Badruzaman, dan pada sapa2 yang nak menjadi lawyer (syariah ka civil ka).. jgn pekena duit orang byk sgt nanti haha.. ramai kawan lawyer patut ar ckp pon nak serupa lawyer..piirah.

gambar Ayah call to the bar.. n beloved Tok ujung kanan sekali ... Tok takley dtg la bila aku grad nanti :( cmane je ni..hmm

He had his days.. ill have mine :) insyAllah..

sape2 nak bagi hadiah tie.. nak tie color mcm gmbr di atas.. tie tu hilang lah :( ..

take care everyone.salam.

+Safety first+

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Lagu lama tetibe tingat nak dengar balik.. emo gile lagu ahaha currently using Winamp again selepas lama sedih dengan pencapaian winamp yg agak lembap..

Long case with prof oteh yg bz tak tau lagi bila dia nak buat test... argh tensio
n2

exam in 3 weeks time.. in preparation mode.. doa lah ye aku pass sume exam2 ni.. nak naek taun 4 huhu

selamat berjaga diri ya sahabat2 diluar sana..
n for those who will also have a short case, long case, mid semester exam, or any test involving ur academic perfrmnce.. good luck.. do the best..

:) salam

The end of 2009

1. Alhamdulillah we are already in 2010 with a new spirit and new goal. Currently im in medical posting. Busy with teaching and all i can say that i also fell in love with this posting. a lot patient to be clerk, new symptoms to be discovered, new physical examination can be practice. as usual a lot to be read.

2. it is now the time where i have to get over with all my co curricular works. close the book that ive started to jot all the journey about the life beside of being a medical student since 2008/2009 session. n now i am nobody.

3. starting with PMUKM. i really had a very memorable experience with them. i admit that i didnt give enough cooperation in PMUKM much. as busy coping with studies. but during my involvement, meeting with them, i really feel that the friendship bond is easily created.

4. as im making invlvment with them, there are really dedicated on performing their duties. as PMUKM and also as MPP. they understand my condition. the opposition keep claiming that us being the voice ONLY for universities and 'balaci' of the universities is clearly not true. they speak on behalf of the students. i can observe them doing their job perfectly and some of them even sacrifice their year of studies just to help to improve their faculty and student. and as i expected, most of them also are religious people.

5. that is what i also wanted to do. long ago. but i failed. as i am not the one that blaming others for my failures. i want to put that as my limitation of me myself being a medical student. where i think my degree in medical faculty of UKM is more important.

6. i would like to give my appreciation to my colleagues in PMUKM Aspirasi as you guys are understanding, though we were not always being together, but i can feel our power on voicing the students problem. bring all the problems to the Vice Chancellor on behalf of me as im busy in the hospital is really appreciated. i love you guys. thank you.

7. i am really sure that people will ask. what did shamil do to our faculty? we didnt even see him coming to KTSN. hehe. as usual these issues will be brought out by my juniors as apparently an opposition.

8. i dont have my own committee. that is my problem at first but Alhamdulillah i also been elected for Vice President of AMSA. and i can say all the ideas and things i wanted to do as PMUKM i had poured it inside the club. because we have such a good committee members.

9. As the opposition trying to make their programmes with the help of our medical faculty student council, i try to put my ideas trough other organisation. and Alhamdulillah. positive.

10. Through the club i proposed that we should have the intervarsity programmes. we should have more programes involving other university as to get our exposure to outside increase. to make people know UKM. know about UKM medical faculty students are all capable of everything not only in studies. And inter-varsity games is successfully held. i am very proud of them the organisers. East Asian Medical Conference also will be held in HUKM and being handled by us UKM student. it is not easy to compete with other countries to be the one that organise EAMSC. Alhamdulillah UKM medical student from Malaysia managed to get chance to handle this event. Thanks to my senior for fighting for us.

11. This year AMSA also managed to have exchange programmes with medical student from oversea. this is also not so easy programe to be organised as it involve different curriculum for different universities. we have to contact them only and make arrangement trough email. i can say that all of these are for the students. but i bet they didn't see all this.

11. as im not really help much in the students welfare but i certainly do understand that PERSIAP has try to improve and help the students through their programmes a lot. it is just the students cooperation needed. which i can see that they only know how to condemn but not to support. sometimes i did feel sad for their President as some programes organised by them not really get much involvement from student. on behalf of welfare i just can bring the unsolve problem such as from JAKSA to the higher authorities as i dont want to interfere with their works as both of the societies have different objectives and mission but also covering the welfare of the students.

12. as usual, people didnt judge you from the ideas. they want we ourself be the director of the program and so that we can claim it is our program. it is not so true though. it is just a perspective of most of the students. in a broader view it is like Dr. M implementation of development to Malaysia. it is his idea that we talk of.

12. the only thing that i cant help is for the nursing student. therefore i would like to apologies for not helping you guys much. i try to make involvment of the nursing students in each of my programes as much as i can. but as PERSIAP and AMSA only covering the medical students i cant do much. PPK is another society that face a lot of problem in making programmes and all. but i also proud of them that they also held the first International Nursing Conference here in HUKM. i heard that it was successful. i am sorry as i was too busy to help. but i did ask them to come to my 4KL programmes last time. at least i try to make them involve with the others.

13. and today is the last meeting with AMSA board. we were discussing on how to elect our new committee member and spread out the form. i really enjoy being in AMSA. i am not sure that i still can be in AMSA or not after this as i have been proposed by other authorities to be part of them. What ever it is i want AMSA to continue all the programmes that were held during 2008/2009 session as annual programmes.

14. with this i also want to make an apologise to all that i cant satisfied of. sorry for everything. thanks for all your cooperation.



gula-gula dari youtube :)

Polycarbonate 2.13Ghz, 160GB



Salam..

And the day has come again.. where everyone will b judge based on their knwledge and competency in their certain learning process..

not many of us have a chance to study in this so called learning institution in malaysia.. some will get scholar and study oversea, some have to fly abroad to search fr education.. some have to pay thousands, some dont even have a chance to step into school and have a proper learning process.. like those yg tgl pendalaman who still learn frm their ancestors to survive in this little world.. to survive in their own envormnt and life.. but we the one that is very lucky to get a chance to tap the keyboard bloging, press on screen phone without digits and even watch movies on a big screen.. what a fortunate life.. some might say that this is our own hard work our parents hard work so that we can achieve all these beautiful journey of our life.. but the reality is? it is all from Him the Almighty.

malaysia recently has been noble to b the most preferred study destination.. wow everyone from outside now wanted to have education in malysia.. syabas.. and after about 50 years there are still malaysian that dint knw how to read and calculate.. again those who lived in out-circuit .. but i shall say there were improvement in our education system.. which after years holding the government.. hmm ade la juga kan? hehe

pe gua melalut nih..

so my final exam will b about in two weeks time.. the pressure is not there yet.. and raya is always will be a good friend to it..

ive been asked by these frequent questions before raya like i always had before such as.. baju raya da beli blom? baju raya warne apa? raya mana tahun ni? da shopin baju raya belom? and all i can say is i dont know.. i just dont feel what i felt before.. the eagerness to celebrate raya..

yeah i havnt had my shopin raya yet though the list is quite long.. luckily my mum have prepared my baju melayu.. gile manje kan.. haha so this year i will celebrate my raya in Greenwood Gombak, going back to the concrete village.. while everybody else get to see coconut tree at their hometown, the life of kampung, sawah bendang, pelita, nasi kandar and all.. i can see KLCC during raya and might be spending the last night before raya at Danau Kota..

hmm it has changed a lot, life, family, friends, me myself, and it is expected.. u want it or not.. it will come someday.. where u have to stand alone without anyone helping u with a totally different envirment, but God made human to be flexible and adaptation towards this new enviromnt will push u to go on and continue with life..

so with this several days left before raya i would like to seek forgiveness frm all of u guys if my writing might hurts anyone, if my words did insult any of u, im just saying what i think is right.. n i certainly know that we r all difernce, we might have various opinions.. after all, thats made our life colorful rite? huhu and have a bless Hari Raya aidilfitri.. might this a week or two of ramadhan be filled with good deeds and amalan sunnah..

and please pray fr my best in this exam.. this will be my first exam in clinical years.. i have to do good to gain more confidence in continuing this journey.. i dont have anything to ask frm u guys other than that..




Thank you

Tag laila ~


Alangkah baik sekiranya anda menulis 25 perkara yang orang tak tahu semasa kecil anda. Dihujung entri, anda harus memilih 5 orang untuk ditag. Anda amat bertuah jika ditag oleh saya sebab saya ingin tahu lebih lanjut tentang zaman comel anda dahulu.

1. dulu tadika omputeh.. telok molek kindergarten.. pastu masuk taska kat pajak song.. time tu da start ada gf woo haha budak tu cumel je.. pastu ada hari persembahan tadika.. ak menari ngan dia.. menari pakai step lagi.. kecik2 tak tau apa lagi hehehe dulu ada kawan baek pakma robin, asyraf ngan helmi.. skang sume da tak tau g mane..

2. Time darjah 3 ak ada jual sticker yang aku buat sendiri.. ak ukir kat atas ketas sticker pastu ak jual.. byk gile untung dpt time tu.. tapi cikgu azmar macam marah ak jual.. so ak pon stop heheh kecik2 da blaja menjual

3. time abes skolah arab ak terus pegi belakang kampung.. panjat pokok pinang smpai ke pucuk then lepak kat atas layan angin tiup..kekiri kenanan.. pastu hujan ak turun balik..dulu slalu main caplong.. gasing.. guli..terbey (lastik) layang, tengteng la.. panjat pokok la paling masyuk.. penah skali jatuh sebab nak lompat dari dahan ke dahan pokok janggus.. nasib tak patah.. tak benafas 2 minit gak ak menahan sakit haha sume game ade musim die.. so maen ikut musim la..

4. dulu malam2 tidor dgn tok.. pastu nanti tok cite pasal pak pandir sblm tido.. pastu cite time die dulu2.. tentera jepun la.. :( sedih nye teringat balik..

5. malam pon kena study.. meja study kat depan ruang tamu so ayah ley tgk ak study.. dulu kena baca buku kecik bahasa ingeris ngan hafal sifir smpai dapat tak dapat kene tibai gile lah tapi adik ar slalu kene haha.. buku2 inggeris kecik tu plak ada tajuk2 puss in boots lah.. jack n bean stalk lah.. cinderella lah.. cite2 inggeris yg budak2 dulu.. pastu kene bace peter n jane.. haha

6. tokwan slalu cite pasal nabi petang2 smpai ak terus terer hehe.. dia dulu ulama.. salah sorang pengasas sekolah arab Daeratul Maarifatul Wataniah Kepala Batas.. cita2 ak dulu pon nak jadi ustaz gak la mcm tok wan.. tp masuk maktab mahmud je mcm ikut line lain.. tok dulu smpai menangis seronok ak dpt masuk maktab mahmud.. tapi parent ak cam tak tau pon skolah tu skolah ape...

haha kalau tgk tv dulu tok wan slalu ckp jgn jadi mcm dorang2 ni nanti masuk neraka ak time kecik2 pon takut laa.. smpai laa skang..

7. time skolah dulu ak agak nakal, masa darjah 2 penah gaduh dengan sorang budak ni name izat adam.. die slalu minta duit kat ak.. ak pe lagi panas ar.. betumbuk depan kelas.. pastu tak puas ak ckp nak jumpa geng lwn geng kat padang skolah.. kitorang pon pegi la ramai2 betumbuk kat padang skolah pulak.. balik2 tu tgk2 rupanya izat adam tu sedara mara aku juga.. merepek betol.. kat skolah slalu gak pukul budak pompuan.. nabilah penah kena pukul haha pastu ak wat dunno.. cikgu azmar tanya ak tak jwb.. senyap jerk.. haha

8. suke wat keje merepek mmg dari kecik.. ak tuka tayar basikal satu besar satu kecik bukan ape just nak merasa naek moto besar.. hehehe ..pastu pernah gak bunuh anak ayam ngan pecahkan telur die tgk anak ayam baru nak idup.. pastu kantoi ngan jiran sebelah.. ak tak mengaku gak aku buat.. tapi ayah mmg tau laa

9. tulis FUCK kat pokok kelapa hahaha ini paling sengal.. ak ada jumpa tin cat ni.. then abang sedara ak ajar ak mencarut.. cakap fuck.. ak pon ngan sempoi nye tulis fuck kat pokok kelapa jiran ak.. pastu kantoi.. time raya kena marah gile lah.. terus takde mood raye time tuu

10. kokurikulum dulu penah jadi pengerusi pbsm.. blaja ikat2 anduh.. rajin gak p pustakaan.. bace buku penyiasat enyd blyton.. lawan gak ngan member sape bace paling banyak.. tapi takde la byk sgt ak bace..

11. time darjah 5 kawan ngan nik adli, azfar ngan sape ntah sorang lagi.. time tu time minat wrestling.. sume org ada nama samaran wrestler.. ak dorang pangel 'The Rock' dengan ayat 'do you ssssmmmmmmmmellllll what the rock! is cookin' hahahha

12. time free2 kat kelas slalu lawan chess ngan cikgu azmar... menang cikgu blanja minum air.. member terer time tu alip, acip terer gak maen chess kadang2 maen batu selambut, congkak ngan dorang, kad tepuk, lawan pemadam, tapi digimon ngan pokemon ar paling hardcore fever.. mmg sume training gile nye sblm maen haha

13. pernah main bola wakil skolah.. susah cari boot sbb kecik n comel sgt eheh pastu cikgu yang ajar bola tu cikgu aziz.. garang gile die ajar, die ajar subjek tanam2 pokok tu.. subjek ape ntah da tak igt..tapi ak pernah skali kena denda kena pakai apron terbalik pastu cabut pokok kat luar haha

14. ada study group ngan laila, nabila, fatin, hafizi kot.. alamk lupe lah.. tapi kawan smpai sekarang sume bejaye2.. petang2 buat latihan sblm upsr.. tapi nyembang je byk.. tp memori dan enjoy lah smpai pmr ngan spm pon kadang kami jmp study skali kan?

15. ak slalu tulis diary dlm bahasa inggeris.. mrs tan la yang suruh tules diary kalau nak terer english.. cikgu english ak yang terbaik prnah ak dpt.. smpai form3 ak tules diary dlm english.. ada la juga improve..skang da tules blog hehe

16. Sslalu ak mengaji quran kat rumah tok ngah.. kadang2 kalau tak pegi, mlm2 baca ngan tok or ibu.. kalau tak reti baca nanti ak akan menangis gile2 sbb tak reti.. geram tol kalau tak dpt bace lancar..

17. kat skolah dulu ada hutan mak minah.. ada rumah buruk blakang skolah.. takut woo nak pegi belakang tu buang sampah.. mesti kena ajak teman pegi buang sampah kat belakang tu.. eee

18. dulu sape jawab byk betol ujian math cikgu azmar dapat meja dok depan.. ak pon slalu ye cik laila dok depan hehe so slalu la meja tuka.. tiap kali tuka org, ak kacau org laen pulak yang duduk tepi ak hehe

19. pernah masuk pertandingan fesyen darjah brapa tak igt.. ak sendiri cadang kat ayah nak pakai baju macam farmer.. punya la p cari baju oshcosh bgosh.. haha smpai ke penang.. tapi tak menang.. sedih gile

20. time skolah arab petang2 ak slalu jd tekong nasyid.. nyanyi lagu brothers teman sejati ar selalu.. time tu suara sedap lagi.. ustaz rasyid ngan ustaz solehudin la yang ajar dulu.. slalu kena cubit perut sbb lari2 dlm kelas..

21. rambut ak dulu lurus gile dan belah tengah... jeles ngan adli sebab rambut dia lagi lawa dari ak.. tapi lagi jeles ngan remoih cikgu azman sbb rambut die mmg akan kekal dari awal smpai die balik keje.. smpai skarang pon ada lagi remoih die.. hehe

22. ak mule kenal ternet time skolah rendah lagi.. da mula maen coding2 mirc n buat laman web.. pastu kena tolong ibu tulis thesis untuk master die.. terus terer tekan keybord takyah tgk keybord pon laju je tules.. (hidung kembang (ak tak reti pon buat idung kembang)hehe)

23. dulu masuk tae kwon do.. terer gak laa p tournament ape.. tp kena berenti sebab balik je training slalu pukul adk.. haish

24. ayah slalu smbut besday ak sblm masuk asrama.. then bile masuk asrama da takde da.. dulu slalu p victoria station la sbb ak slalu mengidam spageti.. gile demand.. pastu dapat adiah.. huh mmg mak ayah kita byk berkorban untuk kita.. kadang2 kita ni je tak perasan dan masih lagi leka.. insaf

25. kat skolah ak pengawas time skolah rendah penolong ketua murid.. dapat 5a.. dapat masuk sekolah sains syed putra tapi tolak sebab nak masuk maktab mahmud ngan aiman n shaukhi... guru besar ngan member2 ramai tak setuju..tp ak rasa decision ini paling bermakna bg ak..

itu kot yang teringat wat mase posting yang sibuk ni..


till then

live life to the fullest :)

Jentik jentik pecah

Aku terbaca blog sahabat dari maahad dulu.. Shuhaimi.. seorang budak yg baek (ekeleh) haha dan amat kreatif.. ingat lagi masa dulu dia pernah siapkan sebuah replika bangunan sekolah dengan polistrin.. seorang pembuat gimik program yg paling sempoi pernah ak bekerja.. dan gimik2 kami ketika itu ak rasa tiada tanding lagi.. di ukm tak pernah lagi ak di kejutkan dengan gimik yg sempoi.. sorry lah ukm.. hehe

then baru2 ni ak terbaca yg dia telah menceburi bidang seni .. grafik,short film maker.. hmmm satu perubahan positif.. dan pernah memenangi beberapa anugerah.. walaupun bkn number satu tp ak rasa die ley g lebey jauh.. ak percaye.. (tetibe) hehe..

ni ak rase keje die kot.. ak doa dia dapat berjaye dan terus berjaye.. luck fren..





sinopsis | FILEM PENDEK INI MENGISAHKAN KENANGAN SEORANG ADIK YANG KEHILANGAN ABANGNYA DAN WASIAT ABANGNYA SENANTIASA DIDALAM DADA | pelakon | ASYRAF ZULKEFLI, NURZULAIKHA, HANIF SHAHARUDDIN, SHUHAIMI ZULKEFLI | idea & konsep asal : SHUHAIMI ZULKEFLI | skrip & lakon layar : SHUHAIMI ZULKEFLI | sinematografi : SHUHAIMI ZULKEFLI | penerbit : KELUARGA ALI | pengarah : SHUHAIMI ZULKEFLI.

sorry lah guys ak malas menulis panjang2 lah skang ni.. tunggu wekend kay..hehe (macam la ada org tunggu)

ak teringin nasi arab tapi mcm jauh.. kete iyas mcm malas lak nak drive.. huh~

chalorwss

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Salam..

Fuhh Alhamdulillah setelah ape yg dilalui buat sblm2 ni da nak berakhir.. syukur.. bila org tanya mcm mana karnival ko? ak senyum dan jwb.. okay je.. hehe

Karnival Kesihatan Kebudayaan dan Kesenian yang penuh ngan ragam manusia.. penat melayan.. ak sedikit hampa.. mcm ak ckp before2 ni kan.. ak rasa akan berjaya. dan Alhamdulillah.. everything went good.. cume ada beberapa defect kat belanjawan hehe.. ntah la dpt cover ke tak.. takpe je lah.. ok nye tu..da la exam lagi bape ari je..risau gile ak

dengan perasmian 4kl taun ni yang tak diduga.. ak pulang untuk hari pertama dengan perasaan agak hampa.. balik bilik jmp iyas n lihat dlm laptop die gmbr2 yg dia snap..

ak lihat satu persatu.. ntah.. ak rase gmbr2 die je yg menenangkan ak.. rasa seronok mengabui rasa sedih tu..

so ak rasa ak taknak cite byk pasal karnival ni.. cukuplah ak ckp kan yang ak puas.. hehe these are photos i grabed from iyas n others yg ada camera on that day.. ak takde camera plak..





ni gambar ak tengah tarik layang2.. hehe best siot.. lame gile tak maen.. smpai ada org tarik tangan ak ckp da mcm budak2 da nampak nye tu... hehe tapi seryes ak mcm lupe sketika masalah ak.. tengah2 kota raya kl ni naek juga layang2 kat tasik.. best !!


ni pon best gak.. actually kitrang suggest JPA3 untuk lakukan demo menyelamat org lemas.. memule ak melawak aje.. tgk2 btol dorang ley buat.. lepas demo die bukak kepada sape2 yg nak naek boat.. dorang bw g keliling tasik tu...free lak tu.. perghh rase best kot ak tgk bdk2 ni naek.. ak tak sempat la plak naek.. hehe

ak pulang agak awl petang tu.. penat gile.. rupe2nye siap ada tourist drop by ke karnival ni n maen layang2 skali.. n ada gak couple tu yg join dikir barat on the first day.. waaaa terharu dowh ak.. walupon byk GILE problem.. tp mcm ak ckp, ak puas..n pic ni ada org tangkap.. hehe tinggi lah layang2 dia naek..

(gambar ni mcm sempoi sgt)


the only one.. 4KL extreme games.. fuhhh tak dpt ak nak gmbrkan cemane memori silam dtg kat ak balik.. ak mcm tgk n teringat zaman dulu2.. (gile jiwang) ak amat2 terima kasih kat organisasi ak dlm handle event ni..byk gak abes duet walopon tak dpt cover ngan duet pendaftaran tp akhirnya lepas gak nak buat event ni n mmg dpt sambutan hangat walopon berbayar..


tgk gambar iyas snap ni mcm ak pon tak sedar dlm byk2 problem ari tu ak ley tergelak ceria cenggini.. haha
n yes iyas menang fotografi.. petandingan yg bertemakan joy n laughter.. tahniah la ui..

Malam tadi pulak diadakan Makan Malam Fakulti Perubatan Tahun 1 n Tahun 2.. agak meriah..tp still takley tanding 1st year dinner batch ak lah dulu hahaha.. lagi best ak rase..tema mlm tu ialah hitam puteh n merah.. ak tak dpt cari tie merah lak n mmg tak sedia nak dressing2.. so kalah laaa mlm tu.. tahta king diambil oleh aizul.. tak aci ar.. da sedia awall hehehe but congrats to all..


perghh jadual untuk tahun 3 da kuar.. ak akan menapak ke HUKM insyAllah jika tiada aral melintang pada 13 Mei 2009.. waaa tak sabar nyeee.. nanti akan ada gabungan antara pelajar Universitas Padjajaran dengan pelajar HUKM.. ini adalah satu kursus dan tweening program yang pertama diadakan di Malaysia.. Syukurnya ak pelajar UKM..


n Yes Exam ak lagi 2 minggu.. doakan ak sahabat2 sekalian.. moga ak dpt smpai ke HUKM dan naek taun 3 tanpa masalah.. ameen..Kepada seluruh batch ak juga.. gudluck exam weh..

salam..

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