C'mon operator..


Salam..
Hidup aku kian parah n pancit
Nak berubah tapi tak berani.. bodoh
Nak buat decision tapi tak reti.. bodoh
Merosak diri.. bodoh

Buat masa ni mcm bejuta2 masalah dlm kepale ak.. smpai satu mase ak rase penat n just want to sit down n stand still.. skang ak faham knape org yg mempunyai masalah mental suke duduk dlm gelap.. its actually made u relief.. sunyi.. where u can hear the sound of nature..katak..cengkerik..desiran angin..suddenly all the problems go away from ur head.. but only from ur head.. the reality?

Things in my mind rite now -

Tiket PGL syamin yang tak beli lagi..n i dont think the ticket is still there minah ni da tanye.. n ak senyap.. bodoh nye shamil

Kena call Pakcik Iyas the one that i hav to go to his house to do history taking before but he is in kuantan rite now.. so i have to take history trough telephone call.. but .. malas cam kerbau

I have to invite nursing stud to prelude 4kl 4hbfeb ni.. tak buat lagi.. need to find transportation fr them.. senang je kot.. tapi tak buat lagi kan??

I have 2 reflective writing to write.. one wikipedia asignment which have to b written in BM related to the history of medicine.. history is history la deyyy past is past hehe

Bebudak Amsa nak buat dinner n they want merit.. padahal buat kat TGIF.. hargh pening la budak2 nih

Surat penghargaan untukmu palestin pon tak print lagi.. okay ni ley pas to bdk2 bawah kot..
okay 4kl da dpt collaborate ngan pmukm baru2 ni.. sempoi tapi nak kena plan cmana nak buat involvment with them..

I didnt go for endocrine module assessment n tak dpt surat pelepasan dari Amsa lagi.. bodoh la shamil

Sum of 4kl commitee didnt even think bout other people probs... n i hav expected that.. jadi buat bodoh la kan.. g mamp ar korang nak marah ke ape.. janji korang wat keje.. n ak pengarah haha..

Pmukm stuff i think i get the lowest post in the organisation(THINK)..TTK..its a new post which dont have its own portfolio or ape2 lagi.. under hubungan antarabgsa pebenda ntah.. okay.. i felt
a bit uncomfortable with the post..ntah.. macam dlm program dinner jerk post tu hahaha but be positive.. higher post higher responsibilities..(cewah bg sedap ati) mayb slalu pegang post tinggi2 kot.. ego tu timbul.. but its okay.. post rendah ni nak gegar pmu.. tgk laa.. haha tetibe panas.. but i think this made quarter of my probs flew away.. Alhamdulillah..( n i tink this happend because i didnt attend d previous meeting, which was discusing on the post matter, sbb tu tak dpt post power kot, dont worry lah shamill ure still the best) haha tetibe

Karnival ak rase da clear sket kot.. thanks dowh sume yg tolong.. just skang ni nak cari duet.. botak pale ak lame2 camni..

AGM Amsa ntah mcm takde dlm pale ak lagi ni.. nantila tgk bile..

Pasal prelude 4kl ni gak.. dah la bukak2 cuti terus program.. slideshow hampeh.. takkan ak nak buat.. dah ar.. malas ak..

byk nye mende tak setell...
ko buat ape cuti lame2 ni?

Aritu ibu tanye.. ko ni sibuk2 ni nak jadi ape? doctor ke ape?

Yeah wateve~ haha (durhaka ni)

Byk dosa kot ni..

Tak pelah..
A new earphone! okay thats it fr now.. tinge ak da sedap mendengar.. huhhhhhhh sedap sioouttt hahaha btw i already have a twitter..

Then dlm dok merepek2 ni tetibe Mak Njang ak.. which is my auntie la, datang bw ak jalan2 makan.. dont knw, when i look into her face.. i just get inspird..the impact of relatives on studies.. kena buat study pasal menda ni ak rase.. bout my auntie sorang ni.. dia sorang yg GARANG gile babeng nye.. like can sound anyone.. i mean anyone directly.. tadak piki panjang punya..tp yg pelik dia baek ngan ak.. (perasan) haha

Bfor i go lebih merepek i better stop..

owh i also met a girl.. ntah mcm minat.. (sume ko nak minat)

Salam.. goodluck to all 4th year med stud fr ur finals.. all the best

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5 comments:

fazrul mokhtar said...

suka delay kerja kan encik shamil.

"Bebudak Amsa nak buat dinner n they want merit.. padahal buat kat TGIF.. hargh pening la budak2 nih"

-ni pun bleh jadi problem ke? ayadoi.

"I didnt go for endocrine module assessment n tak dpt surat pelepasan dari Amsa lagi.. bodoh la shamil"

-not surat pelepasan from amsa, it's surat pelepasan from timbalan dekan.

"i felt
a bit uncomfortable with the post..ntah.. macam dlm program dinner jerk post tu hahaha but be positive.. higher post higher responsibilities..(cewah bg sedap ati) mayb slalu pegang post tinggi2 kot.. ego tu timbul.."

- when u wanted to contest, we (myself and yew lok) thought u have 36hours/day. now, wanting higher post, i think, u have 72hrs/day. wow. surprise. surprise.

"Aritu ibu tanye.. ko ni sibuk2 ni nak jadi ape? doctor ke ape?"

-hahaha. hahahah

good luck, bro!~

Shamil Alfilfilani said...

hey g study lah :) hehe

@deQashaH said...

common things happen when u get involved wif lots of commitment. But then it shows how charismatic and trustable u are in handling all the responsibilities given to you. People put trust on u, because they know you can do it. But beware of people who take u for granted. There are lots of them out there. Put everything in order. And pray that Allah will give u good quality time. Berkat masa yang Allah bagi, membuatkan kita mudah selesaikan kerja yang tertangguh. All the best bro!

Ib said...

told u it was coming

=P

chepahlala said...

rajin gila blog2 nih. pastu aku pun tabah je baca tulisan ko yg pjg gila ni kan. apasal ek. haha. ''owh i met a girl'' kelam pelangi??? haha

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