tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82545067533735152692024-02-07T19:42:38.357+08:00My Words, My Thoughts, My LifeLife is a journey where Jannah its destinationShamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.comBlogger146125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-58444189625304681042014-12-22T22:02:00.001+08:002016-04-24T22:26:26.695+08:00PT3 peperiksaan<div dir="ltr">
Aku baru dpt tahu sistem education di malaysia ada sedikit rombakan.. Pengenalan PT3 utk pelajatr tingkatan 3...</div>
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Aku xtau sgt xcontent dia namun usaha utk menghasilkan pelajar yg bukan hanya ulat buku tetapi mempunyai skill2 tertentu adalah amat baik...</div>
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Boleh lihat dengan keadaan sistem pelajaran yg lama menghasilkan manusia2 bangang kat luar sana... Xreti berdikari dlm pelajaran... Hanya dapat suapan dan exam oreanted... Habis belajar tak dapat kerja pon... </div>
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Aku sendiri lahir dlm generasi itu dan aku keluar sendiri dari kesengalan sistem education lama yg hanya tahu exam saja... Pass exam pass hidup ka? Bodo ayam...</div>
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Apa pon mmg jadi sedikit masalah jika benda baru nk implimen... Namun benda baru ni ada ja budak ley score... Kalau fail tu nampak sgt la anak ko tu belaja jwb soalan ja...</div>
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Moga sistem education malaysia lebih maju di masa <u>hadapan</u></div>
Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-40352923143545721772014-08-21T19:09:00.001+08:002014-08-21T19:09:43.902+08:00End of a phaseAlhamdulillah ive completed my ho ship... Im now floating as ED medical officer at my hosp.. It was a very distressing moments of a lifetime event for being a houseman...alhamdulillah its over.. Im searching for a permanent pathway for me to practice later on... I believe surgery is my way...<div><br></div><div>The new placement for me to work will b announce on september i suppose... Now im just doing some locum and read some books just to improve my knowledge on surgery...</div><div><br></div><div>I will also b getting married on september... It is a busy month for me... I hope everything went well.. Most of the thing is done by my mother haha i just settle up the financial part...</div><div><br></div><div>I hope i will get a big hospital where i cn trained to be a good surgeon... Some of the surgeon ask me to go district so that i can learn on making decision better.. Both also have pro n cons... Let it be what ever it is ill prove that i will b a surgeon one day.</div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7i8lDgMWS_kfyxiHAsvXdSTENUSgHAaT-hF1nH847eJ5VhLtN0KWAMreG9q1wC3nIzMKtaJSDrLoJu_EAv9BwYVie2IV69iaYWOxNZkx4dl4q3ZOqFKTTahPlEPlpqpY3m6pbzzt1_suZ/s640/blogger-image-122633924.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7i8lDgMWS_kfyxiHAsvXdSTENUSgHAaT-hF1nH847eJ5VhLtN0KWAMreG9q1wC3nIzMKtaJSDrLoJu_EAv9BwYVie2IV69iaYWOxNZkx4dl4q3ZOqFKTTahPlEPlpqpY3m6pbzzt1_suZ/s640/blogger-image-122633924.jpg"></a></div><br></div>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-7046157785493693562014-04-15T00:41:00.001+08:002014-04-15T00:41:49.507+08:00First shiftFinish for my shift in ed this morning.. Tmrw il have an ecg course... I can say although just working 8hours in the first shift.. The work was quite terrible... All things need to be done fast...<div><br></div><div>Slept upon bck from work.. Till 10 pm.. Zzz </div><div><br></div><div>But i like it.. Need to learn as much as possible now</div><div><br></div><div>Nightt</div>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-17038156243685686972014-02-20T22:17:00.001+08:002014-02-20T22:17:29.889+08:00First stepA first step in everything is important. From there we start to walk, and then we run. As human, babies first step is very important to determine wether theres any delays of their development. First step will be a platform to see any progression of the childs development later.<div><br></div><div>Im interested in doing surgical. To tell the truth i dont have that courage and self belief of my own goal. It is very dangerous. However during my daily works i will try to find every reasons so that i believe myself that i will b a surgeon.</div><div><br></div><div>The feeling of being determined when ur supervisor ask u wether u want to b a surgeon or not is enough for me to gain my confidence.</div><div><br></div><div>Today i got the oppprtunity to perform my own appendics under supervision. It is a first step for me in this journey. I hope i will be more faster for the next one. Whatever it is, this is my first step.</div><div><br></div><div>And i will start walking and running and finish up this journey well.</div><div><br></div><div>Insyallah<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrWT90jNL148AwbRpZ0WKY-dRE6oiauqOOfT0rYqVnmv86QwLWcgXUyb5ooiEPFXacZlfPQqcPckes3RwL6Yxtw6Ss1RN66lIIRqGKp2HoiElxtTYpRbRqCJKH4iFIcsS-qrElnnTPAlvm/s640/blogger-image-1804450137.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrWT90jNL148AwbRpZ0WKY-dRE6oiauqOOfT0rYqVnmv86QwLWcgXUyb5ooiEPFXacZlfPQqcPckes3RwL6Yxtw6Ss1RN66lIIRqGKp2HoiElxtTYpRbRqCJKH4iFIcsS-qrElnnTPAlvm/s640/blogger-image-1804450137.jpg"></a></div></div>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-2248667731532882502014-01-06T18:45:00.001+08:002014-01-06T19:06:09.253+08:00Back home<p dir="ltr">Just got back home. Heavy rain outside with thunder storm. I hv to wait for half an hour before i could get into my car.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Syukur...Now i have improved in my department.. Presenting cases was getting better and easy... Managing simple intestinal obstruction given me some confidence.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Just now my specialist was asking me didnt i finish my housemanship aredy? I laugh and said, no la boss this is just my first month.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I still missing my previous medical dept... There they gave lots of opportunities. Its true they said u will feel like real doctor in medical dept. U dont need to feel afraid to start ur own treatment. If u wrong u learn from it. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I met a guy that was a specialist graduated from UKM. He made me the posting leader. Once before i performed a pleural aspiration in front of him. Since that time i dont knw why he kept referring me as a surgeon. He put a trust on me that ill become a surgeon one day.</p>
<p dir="ltr">He is good. A good teacher not only teached but inspires.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Im on my way of taking MRCS... It is an expensive papers that is just a qualification. But i feel by having this qualification it will help me on doing surgery in future. Applying masters, hopefully a bit easier. With a year of full of house officer, there will b also a time a lot of medical officer.. I have to grab this opportunity to push myself among others and get into master programme.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Today i finished half of my day seeing BPH patient ( benign prostate hyperplasia ) and i sit with my new MO friend... She helped me a lot.. And im happy with it. Tomorrow is another clinic day also... Will be seeing patient in hospital sungai bakap and hospital bukit mertajam... And the next day will be my oncall day. Hopefullt everything goes well.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I also read an article about successful people dont wait to start anything. They just do. They took the risk and hit it like a boss. Hehe yes i have this feeling of worried, what if surgery is not fit for me.. Or me not fit with surgery... Whatever it is i will just go through it.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I need to also complete a research about colon ca... Bit tiring... Last time in HUKM if we helped a lecturer conducting studies.. We will b paid..m but now... We dont have that big grant to do the research... We need to do it just it is our passion to see wether our treatment is improving or not... But whatever it is i like the concept of it.. From data we interpret it and improving our management from it.</p>
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<p dir="ltr">Im in the process of getting a more stable financial plan. Will have to. I dont have any plan of having very big wedding event but more on planning big vacation after the wed.</p>
<p dir="ltr">In surgical posting we are using oncall system. So on weekend usually we will get weekday off. Its very nice and i alredy felt like getting part of my life back.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Last night i spend some times on looking back at pictures when we were in istanbul. It was a very memorable one. I love istanbul. And ill b there again one day.</p>
<p dir="ltr">So thanks for this oncall system posting i have times on dreaming to have a nice honeymoon oversea trip. Though i just can visit its through google maps. Huhu</p>
<p dir="ltr">Ill b working again tomorow. Everyday ill b praying that i passed all the posting without complication.. I just need another 7 months to go... </p>
<p dir="ltr">Hopefully it will go passed by like what had happend  a year ago.</p>
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<p dir="ltr">Last night i had a dinner at eastern oreantal penang grand ballroom.. It was in the heritage wing which built during colonial years... It was frekingly beutifull.. Unforgettable moment.. And it was iyas wedding ceremony... Was given opportunity to recite a doa during the reception... I was really proud of him... Being my buddies... My good understanding friends... I believe he will do well in the next journey that he will have..the journey of marriage...</p>
<p dir="ltr">I took 2 days off and today is the last day.. When all people went back to the place they came from...  I am still here in the house thinking about tmrw...</p>
<p dir="ltr">Yups tmrw is a future that im still figure it how.. What i should i do... Im interested in surgical based medical carier.. i want to cut people...and i want to proceed.. But where? Ent? Cardio? I want a life that i can enjoy my working time and also at the same time i can concentrate on having a family...having good times with friends... </p>
<p dir="ltr">At times i do have that feeling of why did i chose this carrier... This question was asked since i started my medical school... Is it to help people? Is it because of popularity of a doctor? Is it because of money?... I do sure one thing that i hold on to all these years... Its because im interested in knowing the gods magnificent creation of all kind</p>
<p dir="ltr">yupss the human... </p>
<p dir="ltr">Treating and understanding human is like knowing how complicated and untouchable by brain and how great the creation of God... And yes by treating them correctly i satisfied.. That feeling of satisfaction that made me crave the knowledge of medicine... Allah Akhbar</p>
<p dir="ltr">I need to settle down... Now i just have to complete my housemanship first.. Theres new news on house officer schedule and need to work for 75 hours in a week... Sigh tiring... But we are all human.. Human can adapt.. Hopefully this another test will not pulling me down to failure...i will rise and shine as before cey... Hehe</p>
<p dir="ltr">Ya allah permudahkan lah aku...ameen<br>
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Im really sorry my life has been quite busy lately and i didnt updating anything since my last final exam..<br /><br />Im happy to say that i passed my medical school!!! Alhamdulillah <br /><br />I would like to thanks those who happened to be in my life during the struggless and all doa' that u guys made... U guys really help me a lot :)) thannk you...<br /><br />UKM for giving me precious memory and experience to be a good human being, good doctor.. Thank you lecturers professors and doctors..<br /><br />Unforgotten my study group mates.. Thank you i love u guys and will be missing u guys forever..we will make it to master programe after this and hopefully will be mates again in future...<br /><br />And all people that knows me indirectly or directly i thank you much for being in my life... Hihi<br /><br />So currently im working as House officer in hospital seberang jaya... In orthopedic dept... A lot of things to catch up.. It has been approx 2 months here but im still slow and need to learn lotss more... This is another chapter of my life....<br /><br />Pls again my dear friends pray for my safety here.. My good work here and may God ease everything i do here... <br /><br />Okay selamat hari rayaaa ive got 4 days off for my raya holidays haha n maybe will b going back to kl... <br /><br />Stay happy guys..<br /><br />Salam<br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='https://picasaweb.google.com/114794507428357957041/BloggerPictures?authkey=Gv1sRgCIrlxumMoezfOw#5776391475988135954'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDy9f0QqWG_mSl93iy9wu1w_0viJXDAcYmnRbCouRyU2nmmy1Awgu2IYZjAxBPrTvCXx-pje2YrZtqh-_AYeOtrkIpz95AohY1Qi7o1Inb0cOI3-DKzMxhU7ULWTlF2wtoQPBkquSFej4/s288/0.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />Ouh i went to turkey before i strted work last time... It was a very nice country... Ill tell the stories later...<br /><br />Bye2<br /><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad<br />Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-30327657348417262632012-04-14T01:27:00.001+08:002012-04-14T01:27:13.303+08:00The GQ Guide to Suits Style: GQ.com<a href="http://www.gq.com/style/style-manual/201204/suits-guide-tailoring-fit">The GQ Guide to Suits Style: GQ.com</a>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-7379548691855218962012-03-13T07:25:00.001+08:002012-03-13T07:33:12.886+08:00The FinalAssalam brothers and sisters,<br /><br />So im currently in the final week of my study week, and after this i will have my final professional exam for two weeks. I will have one week straight of OSCE papers and theory papers and another one day on the other week for practical longcase and shortcase exam.<br /><br />The exam will start this 19th March 2012.<br /><br />This is the day i waited for, for the last 5 years of study, this will be d day that will determine wether im good enough to be a doctor.<br /><br />After all ups and downs that ive written in this blog, i will finally ending my college life soon. <br /><br />Pls pray for my success, this is my goal all these while.. <br /><br />May all of you also succeed in whatever things ur workin on...<br /><br />Thank you very much..<br /><br />May i get the title.. Dr Muhammad Shamil (MD UKM) ... <br />Ya Allah permudahkan lah aku dan sahabat2 ku sepanjang 5 tahun kami bersama ini mengecapi kejayaan bersama2.. Ameen<br /><br />" Ya Allah kau permudahkanlah hamba Mu ini menuntut ilmu Mu, ilmu yang tidak lut ditinta kan, kau hindarikanlah hamba Mu ini dari terjerumus kelembah maksiat, kuatkan lah iman hamba Mu ini, terangkan lah hati, kuatkanlah ingatan serta peliharalah hamba Mu ini dari melakukan dosa-dosa, jadikan lah hamba Mu ini salah seorang yang kau pilih untuk meneruskan perjuangan yang belum selesai ini, ampunilah dosa-dosa aku, tetapkanlah hati ku di jalan ini, permudahkan lah semua urusan-urusan ku, urusan sahabat-sahabat perjuangan ku dan jadikan lah hamba Mu ini seorang doktor yang dapat membawa kembali sinar kegemilangan Islam "<br /><br /><a href='https://picasaweb.google.com/114794507428357957041/BloggerPictures?authkey=Gv1sRgCIrlxumMoezfOw#5719155911701727442'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfhC4BM88z3TWPSCr2vMcMp2ky9jyeSNIx4WkrXAOaMXIYESUfhfjB56A4tnDO5KbAzjXcgjXgNsZjjll_ncklt7h9EA1MWO3_6zmZnD3cb54ZdVw8AXwaYIlHlhN651GWSzpu-Xnpjps/s288/0.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad<br /><br />P/s - minta maaf dari hujung kaki hingga hujung rambut ya semua :))<br /><br /><p class='blogpress_location'>Location:<a href='http://maps.google.com/maps?q=Jalan%20Midah%208b,Kuala%20Lumpur,Malaysia%403.100384%2C101.726977&z=10'>Jalan Midah 8b,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia</a></p>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-47098491786301707312012-01-13T20:30:00.000+08:002012-01-13T20:39:53.567+08:00Welcome to MacJournal!<p style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 36pt;">Welcome to MacJournal 6</span></p><p>To get started, create a new entry by clicking on “New Entry” in the toolbar or choosing “New Entry” from the File menu. You can also drag files from the Finder in to the Sidebar or the Entries list to import them as an entry. Show the Inspector from the View menu to see settings for the current entry, journal, and document.</p><p><strong>What's new in version 6?</strong></p><ul style="list-style-type: disc"><li>Modern interface</li><li>Browse your entries by date, tags, status, and more</li><li>Full-sized calendar and timeline viewing modes</li><li>Create books for your entries and print the exact results</li><li>Track word count goals and see your progress</li><li>Customizable icons for entries and journals</li><li>Lion full screen support</li><li>Performance improvements across the application</li><li>64-bit</li></ul>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-29241513707576920822011-09-22T20:08:00.004+08:002011-09-22T20:09:13.547+08:00Cantik<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Alhamdulillah, currently ending my o&g posting, in the last weeks of the posting, lots of new experience, new mistakes, new knowledge, new anger to overcome, confidence and all, but its not enough if i only prepared the practical parts only, have to put my knowledge ahead too..<br />
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but i prefer peads more :)<br />
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its just 6 months before my final professional exam, and starting next week my friends from other faculty 4 years courses will be graduating. its a convo day fever again. only God knows how i really wanted to wear the red robe and graduate next year. hopefully everything will go smooth and fine.<br />
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i hope it is not too late to wish all of you Selamat Hari Raya maaf zahir dan batin, Alhamdulillah i had a good raya this year, with family, teachers, friends from Maahad Mahmud, that is enough for me. Kubur tok je tak sempat pegi lagi di Melaka, nanti lah bile2 free week ends.<br />
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p/s - gambar diatas sekali tu gambar lame. rambut sekarang panjang sikit with spectacles.bye<br />
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<br />Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-14248526900081769192011-08-14T13:25:00.003+08:002011-08-14T14:21:41.096+08:00Qiblat yang sama.<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >Ya Sallim Sallimna Sallim Sallim Dinana
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<br />Ada yang hitam, ada yang putih..Zahirnya Dia menciptakan kita berbeza
<br />Namun batinnya kita dikurnia akal fikiran yang lengkap sempurna
<br />Walau berbeza kasta budaya, hanya amalan pada-Nya yang utama
<br />Kita mewarisi Al-Quran suci sebagai panduan tuk hidup sejahtera
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<br />Seringkali iman akan diuji bak layar dihembus laut gelora
<br />Dalam mengejar kehidupan di sana, jangan alpa meredah kabus dunia
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<br />Walau pandangan jauh berbeza, tak bermakna ada salah ada benar
<br />Pada akhirnya kita semua sujud ke arah satu qiblat yang sama
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<br />Semulia insan adalah yang menghampiri-Nya
<br />Moga ditempatkan dengan yang bertaqwa
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<br />Tak mungkin manusia yang punya nafsu bisa terlari walau secebis dosa
<br />Apa yang mampu kejar pahala, biarlah yang Esa menghitungkannya
<br />Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih tak guna merintih menyesal bersedih
<br />Khalifah bumi semua bersaudara untuk menghambakan diri kepada-Nya
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<br />Kadangkala kesabaran dicabar tiang utuh teguh bisa kan runtuh
<br />Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pula sesama saudara
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<br />Walau pandangan jauh berbeza, tak bermakna ada salah ada benar
<br />Pada akhirnya kita semua sujud ke arah satu qiblat yang sama
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<br />Semulia insan adalah yang menghampiri-Nya
<br />Moga ditempatkan dengan yang bertaqwa</span>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-41545782127961723022011-07-13T00:59:00.000+08:002011-07-13T00:59:58.592+08:00MY SCHOOLDAYS: 'Get married, start a family and become a doctor'<a href="http://www.nst.com.my/nst/articles/muhaya3/Article">MY SCHOOLDAYS: 'Get married, start a family and become a doctor'</a>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-43249475834751868382011-06-18T00:31:00.001+08:002011-06-18T00:36:05.798+08:00Whiteer<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTXa3IHsxezzgw2TUBClCDgY2AlHGD00rF9sId73gE8g5tGJfcgMVz3w_4GlIlLZyYwu2YAiI45o-LMd9dEUnMfyN__tPP8IK3mnTstBmEVDQD8zZ9sSoiHYaLG42arax3zAxshSp9WXA7/s1600/P1030222.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTXa3IHsxezzgw2TUBClCDgY2AlHGD00rF9sId73gE8g5tGJfcgMVz3w_4GlIlLZyYwu2YAiI45o-LMd9dEUnMfyN__tPP8IK3mnTstBmEVDQD8zZ9sSoiHYaLG42arax3zAxshSp9WXA7/s400/P1030222.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5619227937630827970" /></a>kalau ada cincin silver cun , mesti lagi cun,<div><br /></div><div>nampak cam pendek sket kat situ,</div><div><br /></div><div>tapi tak pe hensem hahaha (perasan)</div><div><br /></div><div>nak cincin~ arghhh</div><div><br /></div><div>bubye.. in teluk intan for paeds posting, final year is so hectic.</div>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-32853609466444759132011-05-18T14:26:00.002+08:002011-05-18T14:29:25.974+08:00Sigh<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; "><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Eh mcm mane ko bleh duduk dalam eh?</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Korang ni takde system merit kan?</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Ape jawatan yg ko pernah ade dulu?</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Ape aktiviti yg ko buat waktu kt UNPAD dulu?</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Waktu kt UNPAD dulu ade buat aktiviti ni tak?</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Bdak ni dpt jawatan tu mesti sbb die TWP.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Bla..bla..bla……</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Pernah berbual dgn seorang student UKM waktu awal2 masuk dulu.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">S :ak waktu preklinikal byk kene resit paper (nada kecewa)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">I :Pasal ape? (nada takde perasaan)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">S :Ak sibuk ngan aktiviti2 persatuan/kolej..nk kumpul merit supaye dpt duduk dalam (nada bangge)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">I : …. (speechless dan cube cari jalan tukar tajuk)</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">I want you to know and realize that they had struggled and competed among themselves, busy collecting merits just to stay in KTDI. Not just simply saying “I wanna stay in”- like I did.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">I am now regretting my years in UNPAD for not actively involved in the society. Not because I don’t have the answers for all of the above questions, but for not gaining as much priceless experiences that I should have.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Those who are still in UNPAD, please do as much as you can. Don’t you ever miss the chance or else you’ll regret-just like me.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Those who are <strong>lucky</strong> enough to stay here in KTDI, please show to them that you are capable of doing things and actively involved in many activities that is held by the college/faculty. Grab as many opportunity as you can.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">If you do not know how to do things, learn. I’ve grown up much from a person who does not know at all in doing things, into a person who can do and contribute for something now. Admire a leader and learn to become like one. I am definitely not a good example, but this proves we all can evolve, if we want. Those who are already master in doing things, just keep up the good work.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">To me, the most important thing is that you do things because you are willing to do it, not for the sake of merits or to be acknowledged by others.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">But don’t get too busy with the activities until you lost your tract to study medicine. Stay focus in your study. Set up your mind “My aim is to pass every clinical year”. My supervisor was a neuro surgeon, Mr T. He advised the students; “Study to pass the exam, don’t study to treat the patients”. Well it might sounds irrational at first. But what is the point if you study to treat the patients but you cannot pass the exam and cannot become a doctor? Does it make sense now? You can agree or disagree with the advice, for sure.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Those who have troublesome in study, don’t give up. You have been chosen by Allah s.w.t to be here in this profession. Do you believe that? The journey to become a doctor is not easy, along the way we all might have difficulties. But never let that difficulties stop your journey. Take all of the difficulties and transform them into challenges. And take that challenges as motivations to make you a stronger and a better person. Do you believe that positive mind set will deliver positive attitude? So learn, learn and learn. Have faith in Him.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">___________________________________________________________________________</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">I can guarantee you, if you are asked to perform any physical examinations, you will <strong>not</strong> be able to do it. In UNPAD, the way we learn to perform physical examination is organ-based. Here in UKM, they learn by system-based. What I really mean is that they have a<strong>standardized-organized-step</strong> on how to perform a specific physical examination. I suggest you guys to buy a small book at Kak Ros which is called “Aids To Clinical Examination by UNIMAS” that cost you RM1.00. This is a simplified step on how to do physical examination. The details of it you’ll need to read Tally. </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">You’ll have trouble to use certain terminologies that are not used in UKM. For example, Shuffner, USG, Leopord Manuever, etc…and certain steps in physical examination that is not being practiced in UKM, eg; in UKM, you do not need to put another hand below the abdomen to palpate the liver, and there is no such thing percussion of the heart. Etc etc…</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">____________________________________________________________________________</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> You cannot get away from people talking and labeling you. It <strong>might</strong> seem like they are discriminating you as TWPs.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">You <strong>might</strong> feel inferior to them. You <strong>might</strong> feel that you do not deserve to be their friends. I sometimes <strong>think</strong> they are saying “I’m a 4.00 flat student, and you?” ---</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">I was once, scolded a UKM student in front of my group members because he discriminating the UKM and the non-UKM students in front of our supervisor. The room went silent for 45 minutes and nobody dares to talk to me. Well, you <strong>might</strong> come to one point until you cannot handle your anger anymore and accidentally let it burst out loud in the public. (Probably because I’m a hot tempered person) *sigh*</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">I hope that this does not happen to you.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">I sometimes <strong>speculated</strong> that certain lecturers are under estimating the TWPs. The lecturers<strong>might</strong> have doubt about your English/your knowledge/your capabilty just because you studied in Indonesia. I want you to prove that you are not what they think!</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Prof Z once said; “when you are in the clinical years, everybody starts at the ‘<strong>square one’</strong>”. We’ll start all over again no matter how excellent you are previously because you are entering entirely a new different world.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">We are all the same! Never let others turn you down!</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">We are all brilliant students. So let’s do brilliant things.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Good luck to all of us!</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><strong>TWPs is a minor community that will dominate the world!</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Best wishes,</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">, TWP06</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">p/s: these are just my personal opinion and experience. Other seniors might have different point of view. </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Im very dissapointed after what we have done and try to make the faculty to unite. this is so unprofesional. i still remember how we made preparation on welcoming them, even i was very happy to get a new collegue with experience in other people country, but it returned with disapointment. </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Melayu melayu melayu.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; ">Moga kita dapat pengajaran dari segalanya. </p></span>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-79957821541929715862011-04-25T16:29:00.000+08:002011-04-25T16:31:42.327+08:00haha<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5Vo1Qn6SNDWLihU2D1urrlWwpBcLobZKUIwDvsbb_nYgH6td_N1ceaC4ds4p073e_aTtlhQMJphPsX9gTRml-igt7htQ1IpBVumAIi26HKv25cviVMYJ54w83f4j6AtXBLUJH9F_QTRi2/s1600/Mac-vs-PC-Infographic1000.jpeg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 102px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5Vo1Qn6SNDWLihU2D1urrlWwpBcLobZKUIwDvsbb_nYgH6td_N1ceaC4ds4p073e_aTtlhQMJphPsX9gTRml-igt7htQ1IpBVumAIi26HKv25cviVMYJ54w83f4j6AtXBLUJH9F_QTRi2/s400/Mac-vs-PC-Infographic1000.jpeg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599435930306288994" /></a>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-7599223507197976852011-04-16T23:07:00.003+08:002011-04-19T19:18:07.931+08:00Demi masa<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>والعصر<br /><br /><center><a href="https://picasaweb.google.com/epson1119/BloggerPictures?authkey=Gv1sRgCIrlxumMoezfOw#5596198273082812898"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-QA66I7lwGH1PJH23yB-blyojfxppYka46khXCXBUJKyyI6LV1xBjVBIttbvBzwrufh-vMp4EePsIUbANTDEluDqoisSEuaa-0yTYYNiIiqSkIQh-WgGq0b1QRyxWIVIMy4bLCZxU3P8/s288/0.jpg" border="0" width="210" height="281" style="margin:5px" /></a></center><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Hi.. Short post hehe a lot to tell actually but i need a good timeto make a new post.<br />These r actually my collection of watches.. Some are given by frens some from my parents and some i got it from the market.<br /><br />From the top is Fossil which is given from one of my precious fren.. But the relationshp didnt last long however the watch did remind me of how kind and supportive she was when we were fren. Thank you. It has a japan movement and leather strip.<br />The second one is a Guest Collection watch. It is a gift during my 21st birthday from ibu. With chrono and swiss movement. it also has a bracelet strip.<br /><br />The third one is quite special to me as it is a very old watch. I just bought it from a guy selling antique things. Peboda in russion means victory. It also a russion movement which happens around 1950s. Peboda usually worn by russion army. Hopefully didnt get nitemare of them.it has a manual engine which have to wind it to keep it moving.just like old days.<br /><br />The fourth one is a Patek Phillipe replica. It has an automatic movement from japan. I got it from lelong.com for less then Rm100. and it still functioning well. Hopefully to an original one before i get to be specialist :)<br />The second last is a BUM watch given from a special fren. It has arabic dial, day and date. It uses battery to operate. I havent chge d battery yet. Its also has a chinese day. Hopefully i can get to speak n write in chinese in future haha<br />The last one is a swatch irony. Its actually to replace my fav swatch that was missing. However lately it doesnt seems to keep on time. I dont know why. Maybe the battery need to be replced.<br /><br />Im looking forward for more watches fr my collection. Any watch will do. As a gift will b better hahahaha.<br />Err my next watch will be tissot touch. Fall in love with it since form 5. But dont have enough money to buy. Doa cepat2 la bley dpt kan tissot touch ameeen. Cepat la houseman haha<div><br /></div><div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 280px; height: 280px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgycvRfeJ8gCwUYh8H393O74C-uKS2w_UX7rf3MfYiQfsoq_Tzv2-jRVVEtWyRlJCnTUD34ji5zmFIFLrB6fo22IQcz0KjcgewXzeA01Bi1bDZ1hAPFDO0PxBsVP2Ew6ggswzOq7NMdVkPv/s400/t33779851-1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5597251811519650754" /><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 280px; height: 280px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNUa0wj5ySYvzalRKD1xvBUvDsU30R_j-eYnLfI49vuBi88j16HQm-8oBa-HrzF55QZypY46M_cqThqFbzA089sJekHZJIn9jD-jVhDDS5HHVEttYQcnT3X0Nb4WC_SYxNct9vhH3jjxcC/s400/t33159859-1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5597251810646671234" /><br />BlogPress from my iPhone</div>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-91021416565751063942011-03-23T19:08:00.001+08:002011-03-23T19:11:12.673+08:00I miss You<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 17px; "><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Negeri Kedah pada awal abad 20 mula terkenal sebagai tempat perkembangan Agama Islam yang subur selepas pudarnya pengaruh Hindu-Buddha. Hal ini amat ketara sekali terutama pada masa pemerintahan Sultan Ab. Hamid Halim Syah di mana munculnya beberapa orang tokoh ulama seperti Hj. Wan Sulaiman yang telah mendirikan Madrasah Hamidiah pada tahun 1920.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Madrasah yang dinamakan mengambil sempena nama Sultan Abd. Hamid Halim Syah itu telah berkembang pesat sebagai pusat pembelajaran Agama Islam dan Bahasa Arab di kawasan Utara Semenanjung dan telah berjaya melahirkan ramai guru agama yang amat diperlukan pada waktu itu.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Perkembangan pesat ini memerlukan sebuah sekolah lain bagi menampung pertambahan bilangan pelajar di samping memberi pelajaran di peringkat yang lebih tinggi lagi daripada setakat darjah lima yang diajar di Madrasah Hamidiah. Di atas daya usaha YM Tengku Mahmud Ibni Almarhum Sultan Ahmad Tajuddin yang menjadi Pemangku Raja pada masa itu, sebuah sekolah baru yang lebih sempurna dan lengkap telah didirikan pada tahun 1936.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Sekolah yang terletak di Simpang Kuala, Alor Setar ini kemudiannya dikenali sebagai Al-Maahadil Mahmud atau Maktab Mahmud mengambil sempena nama Pemangku Raja YM Tengku Mahmud.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Maktab ini ditadbirkan oleh satu Jawatankuasa Penasihat yang dilantik dengan perkenan Sultan Kedah. Menteri Besar biasanya menjadi Pengerusi Jawatankuasa Penasihat itu dan Guru Besar Maktab sebagai Setiausaha. Jawatankuasa dilantik daripada golongan ulama dan Sheikul Islam dan kuasa pentadbirannya terletak di bawah kuasa pejabat Hal Ehwal Agama Islam Kedah.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Maktab Mahmud sebagai sebuah sekolah Agama yang ulung itu sudah pasti memerlukan sumber kewangan yang kukuh bagi mengurusnya. Pada peringkat awal penubuhannya, maktab ini dibiayai oleh Jabatan Zakat Negeri Kedah. Selain zakat, maktab juga mempunyai tanahnya sendiri yang didermakan kepadanya oleh beberapa orang dermawan tempatan yang berjumlah kira-kira 83 ekar tanah yang diwakafkan pada maktab. Melalui sumber-sumber inilah juga pihak maktab dapat menambahkan sumber kewangannya bagi membiayai pelajar-pelajar yang dihantar melanjutkan pelajaran ke Timur Tengah.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Kemasukan ke maktab ini juga agak berlainan dengan sekolah-sekolah lain. Pelajar-pelajar yang ingin memasuki Maktab Mahmud perlu mengisi satu borang khas yang dikeluarkan oleh pihak Maktab. Syarat utama untuk memohon memasuki maktab ini, pelajar-pelajar mestilah tidak kurang daripada 13½ tahun umurnya dan mestilah lulus darjah 5 atau 6 Sekolah Kebangsaan atau Jenis Kebangsaan dan boleh membaca Al-Quran. Walaupun mencukupi syarat-syarat tersebut calon-calon yang memohon memasuki maktab ini juga akan ditemuduga oleh Jawatankuasa Pemilihan bagi menentukan seseorang calon itu berjaya atau gagal untuk memasuki maktab ini.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Maktab ini juga agak berlainan dengan sekolah-sekolah lain dalam beberapa hal. Waktu belajarnya dari jam 8.00 pagi hingga 12.45 tengahari. Pelajar-pelajar belajar dalam 6 hari seminggu dengan hari Jumaat sahaja mereka cuti. Pada peringkat awal maktab ini, pelajar diajar dalam Bahasa Pengantar Arab sahaja dan mata pelajarannya juga tentang Agama Islam dan Bahasa Arab. Hal ini bersesuaian dengan matlamat maktab ini yang mahu menyumbangkan ilmu pengetahuan Islam pada peringkat yang lebih tinggi lagi.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Walau bagaimana pun sejak tahun 1962 maktab telah berubah berikutan perubahan dasar pelajaran negeri dan maktab mula memperkenalkan mata pelajaran akademik yang diajar menerusi Pengantar Bahasa Melayu yang membolehkan pelajar-pelajar menduduki Sijil Rendah Pelajaran (SRP), sekarang Penilaian Menengah Rendah (PMR) dan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM). Ini memberi peluang pada pelajar-pelajar lepasan Maktab Mahmud untuk berkhidmat dalam pentadbiran awam.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Selain itu, Maktab Mahmud juga dari semenjak ianya dibuka sehingga tahun 1967 telah mewajibkan semua pelajar tahun akhir menduduki satu peperiksaan khas yang dikenali sebagai Sijil Maktab Mahmud. Sijil ini diakui oleh Kerajaan Negeri Kedah, Universiti Azhar, Mesir dan beberapa buah Universiti lagi di Timur Tengah. Satu keistimewaan bagi mereka yang memiliki Sijil Maktab Mahmud ini ialah mereka dibenarkan masuk terus ke Universiti di Timur Tengah tanpa menduduki kelas persediaan terutama pada mereka yang mengambil bidang Perundangan Islam, Bahasa Arab dan Kesusasteraan Arab. Ini membuktikan bahawa tahap Pengajian Islam dan Bahasa Arab lepasan Maktab Mahmud begitu baik dan diakui di peringkat antarabangsa.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Sejak ditubuhkan Maktab Mahmud telah banyak berubah sesuai dengan perkembangan dasar pelajaran di mana pelajar-pelajarnya belajar 2 bidang iaitu bidang agama dalam Pengantar Arab dan bidang akademik dalam Pengantar Melayu. Ini membolehkan pelajar-pelajar itu menduduki Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) dan Sijil Tinggi Persekolahan Malaysia (STPM) di samping sijil-sijil dalam bidang agama.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Daripada suatu segi ini amat menguntungkan kerana pelajar-pelajar boleh menguasai dua bidang sekaligus, agama dan akademik. Tetapi pelajar-pelajar juga terpaksa menumpukan sepenuh perhatian dan beban kerja yang lebih daripada sekolah biasa.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Walau bagaimana pun, memang tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa Maktab Mahmud telah berjaya melahirkan ramai tokoh yang berjiwa Islam terutama guru-guru agama dan pegawai-pegawai yang berkhidmat di Majlis Agama Islam serta badan-badan lain. Di antara mereka yang terkenal yang pernah mendapat didikan di Maktab Mahmud ini ialah Dr. Abd. Halim Ismail, Allahyarham Sheikh Mohsein Hj. Salleh dan Ustaz Mohd. Fadhil Noor iaitu pelajar pertama maktab ini yang mendapat pangkat pertama Sijil Kismul Ali dan lain-lain. Dan kini Maktab Mahmud masih teguh berdiri sebagai rumah ilmu yang telah banyak jasanya itu.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">ARKIB NEGARA MALAYSIA</p><p></p></span>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-36699560538856302232011-03-20T01:16:00.001+08:002011-03-20T01:16:16.205+08:00Satu ayatAyat 111the one,<br />a dua i told u before.. <br /><br /><center><a href='https://picasaweb.google.com/epson1119/BloggerPictures?authkey=Gv1sRgCIrlxumMoezfOw#5585841076542730978'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgb1q0cFjaXNKCGsNvESGv2u3zQC8pWWtTB3rGZHz2FKytgBKHKz702AyRfRlT1Q_H6fVZAQdxw37gc4uf-5AQxQTU0-Yblb80G1utdnazxVXD6C8imY-Sa-GCI03PxhoC1zib0o0zWdJE/s288/0.jpg' border='0' width='187' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- BlogPress from my iPhone<br />Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-78216438724499887362011-02-14T10:45:00.001+08:002011-02-14T10:45:42.577+08:00Jalanan terangAssalam..<br /><br />Alhamdulillah da selamat sume exam.. Dalam beberapa hari exam ni beberapa insiden da jadik.. Yang agak lyn laa hehe <br /><br />Exam kali ni aku takde komen.. Serius ak berharap agar kali ni xde bende yang tak elok jadi..harap lulus semua.. Ya Allah tolonglah..<br /><br />Dalam kesibukan peperiksaan dapat pulak tahu yg teman ku kena dengue.. Risau nya aku bukan kepalang..<br /><br />Bila disebut akan perihal manusia.. Rasa kasih itu xdpt dipisahkan.. Biar pon seorang doktor yg perlu menjaga sifat2 brofesional dgn patient nya..<br /><br />Btol kata prof maniam " avoid treating ur family members or even good friends as u will be bias, will overtreated or undertreated them" like seriusly true!<br /><br />Btw alhamdulillah everything went well lepas dia dpt kuar dr hosp.. I got nobody to talk to.. As i always be.. Keeping to myself.. Yes2 im learning to express more.. Hopefully blogin cud help me.<br /><br />As exam finish ive to settle up few things on the theatre. Ive been selectd to be the director of one of this heater.. Preparing for a match at the end of february.. Its a match between all colleges in ukm.. Yeah ive been making myself busy with all the training stuff though i dont really knw how to conduct a theatre production.. I guess this is a good experience and opportunity to learn..<br /><br />Then there was a weding of ibrahims sis.. At dewan perdana felda.. It was awesome as all the vips were there.. The bride was beutifull. The hall was big enough to accomodate about 900 people.. Fewhh.. And it was an awesome wedding.. With kopratasa performing ang singing few songs of my fav.. Really nice..wishing my wedding will be as nice as this one hihi gataii<br /><br />So my parent hav been urging me asking me to be at home after exam which i cudnt.. I have to settle up things of my partner, go to wedding, theatre, lectures, hopefully they understand.. It has been a while since the last time i went back penang..<br /><br />Will be back by this evening mayb after lectures.. Take care evryone.. <br /><br /><br /><center><a href='https://picasaweb.google.com/epson1119/BloggerPictures?authkey=Gv1sRgCIrlxumMoezfOw#5573370800944031442'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwqVQ3_7L89lRBjTZqZUkN3PrMv0ay3ifeN20bejDyC2QAW67qm2E7vR2U4x7NbxJXIjbE1easKRdt6jdXs6cYqXE8LughDoxhnOpUJLMkwYTluil_ifjxPPAsLrqdHwG8cxUfj1Y-8Lk/s288/1.jpg' border='0' width='400' height='400' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='https://picasaweb.google.com/epson1119/BloggerPictures?authkey=Gv1sRgCIrlxumMoezfOw#5573370933736730930'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfXgLkKFGvDtaWUXYX1DoiL84fKYm4rzEUDkZm7uzriIE45DWb4WznSfrbXzm9YHxv0Z-eD7YFk7bVRkk72ADqCfiIzvnZ8V2m59HzHylQawOZPh4MKKac-ZFX9BJo6lRVTuO9Rfve83U/s288/0.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- BlogPress from my iPhone<br /><p class='blogpress_location'>Location:<a href='http://maps.google.com/maps?q=Jalan%20Midah%208b,Kuala%20Lumpur,Malaysia%403.100143%2C101.726993&z=10'>Jalan Midah 8b,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia</a></p>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-73222247334975370812011-02-01T15:23:00.001+08:002011-02-01T15:23:22.679+08:00The reason<br /><br /><center><a href='http://picasaweb.google.com/epson1119/BloggerPictures?authkey=Gv1sRgCIrlxumMoezfOw#5568618372930492210'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJDw5k3rBAIvOA0oslrpWDIO1a-58WSG6ObGegsWZ0DAIWYQKyDOXudJDAoPn4cHcIITJQiXBWY0DPfvbp4x-gIvswKqJk6W687wkjSlk1_eRWb4FM6-paXPVN8YIetjGLSi2BmcQG8rU/s288/0.jpg' border='0' width='210' height='281' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />Im having my final exam in less then 10 days.. Hopefully dear friends can pray fr the best of me.. Ill do my best.. I want to get into final year n grads badly.. <br /><br />7feb<br />Ent - opthtal- anaes<br /><br />8feb<br />Psikiatri<br /><br />9feb<br />Osce ent- opthtal - anaes<br /><br />11feb <br />Psikiatri osce<br /><br />Moga semua selamat..terima kasih<br /><br /><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br /><p class='blogpress_location'>Location:<a href='http://maps.google.com/maps?q=Jalan%20Midah%208a,Kuala%20Lumpur,Malaysia%403.100670%2C101.728602&z=10'>Jalan Midah 8a,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia</a></p>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-68065545731390177312011-01-09T07:38:00.002+08:002011-01-09T07:40:23.114+08:003gs 2011<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4mpBqtVMKqwyouA29xClXkNYefIGY_lxfKEJd5uhGKlnaLiCjWwoGtrrNKQLpdGhFzleZLt0UNmUze9MWUFfezBUFsC3DWotdY8UBUlkZxzZyodBVWStlGkuUodzZxjPnnOZIiy_3Y_WX/s1600/screenshot0_1292912162_9873506e06f1b63e653d11475b4e254e.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4mpBqtVMKqwyouA29xClXkNYefIGY_lxfKEJd5uhGKlnaLiCjWwoGtrrNKQLpdGhFzleZLt0UNmUze9MWUFfezBUFsC3DWotdY8UBUlkZxzZyodBVWStlGkuUodzZxjPnnOZIiy_3Y_WX/s400/screenshot0_1292912162_9873506e06f1b63e653d11475b4e254e.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559963969654443922" /></a>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8254506753373515269.post-74516365379355396402010-12-03T18:31:00.000+08:002010-12-03T18:32:47.528+08:00TT<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Wp1kWBMzXHQ?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Wp1kWBMzXHQ?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>Shamil Alfilfilanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08857241819601697824noreply@blogger.com1